Happy birthday to me

Today 6:30am already have a welcome birthday organized by FAS. He keeped complaining about why nobody care about his health, why nobody care about his feeling, why everything end up so worse...Really have to say thank you for his greeting.

I think this is not only the problem from him but also his son, I think there are too many negative energy create from my mind, too many concern from the negative side.

I wish, I hope, I beg, I can enjoy every single day from now on. Receive more and more positive energy.

人生有幾多個十年!?!?!?

好多野宜家呢刻想清楚就做啦!!!







-呢句我講既

No blog in China

For some reason I realy access my blog in China. I don't know why may be because of political problem about 4th June.

Chicken heart China...

Charging

The long Thailand trip was gone, no surprise that everything was as usual, or may be I can say that was a little bit boring for me because what I expected were within my expectation, no unexpected "benefit" can be gotten. But during this trip I could see my relatives are working so hard to maintain this hard-won living quality.

This first priority for this trip of course is to celebrate my lovely cousin 1 year old birthday, but unfortunately his father couldn't even squeeze out a day for his son on 16th May because he was in his University conference in Shang Hai. That's why my auntie Mukda postponed the birthday party for one day on 17th May. At 17th May, the day my uncle Banjob came back, we prepared 8 hand-made T-shirts which had printed her son face with different posts. At that night auntie Mukda, auntie P'on, Mama, Namo and I were all wearing it to airport to pick up my uncle. I think it really needs a big gutty some how for around 5 people wearing the same funky clothes and walking in the airport, because I can see that there were some people looking at us in a weird funny face. But during the whole time, we didn't have any embarrassing but only thinking Happeace to see my uncle. We don't know this move can or cannot really satisfy everyone, but we believe that eveyone will have Happeace.

One day before the celebration, we did go to Hau Hin. A province have a fresh breath outside the city. No matter how bad the weather in Bangkok, we still can find sunshine and blue sky overthere. We were happy, Namo were happy. We were happy to play in the swimming pool inside the resort rather than spent time on the long long beach area. We were happy to eat with those lunch-packed foods inside our resort as our dinner rather than spent time to search for some new and higher quality restaurant over there. May be some people may ask why don't use our limited time to exchange for better expectation. But we can say we are happy on what we expect to get.

By the way, from Bangkok to Hau Hin was not a short distance. We needed to drive around 3 hours to go there. Driving and sitting were not the only activities within these 3 hours because my 1 year old cousin was there. He was not always satisfied to sit on the car. Everything is new to him but he didn't know how to explain. So he kept murmuring, pointing, looking, yelling, shaking, laughing on the car. We couldn't find a compliance from this little space with 6 people together. But auntie P'on, auntie Mukda and mom kept sing different songs and talking different storys to Namo without show up any tiredness and trouble on him. It's all about the responsibility we believe what we have to do no matter we receive a smile face or a cry face at the end.

No doubt that I have tooooo much concern on everything, I worry the stock market will drop when I brought, I worry the stock market will rise when I didn't buy, I worry I waste my time when I sleep too much, I worry to buy something when I found somewhere is cheaper, I worry the light will hit on the plane when I look through the window, I worry my reputation when I talk with people, I worry how my colleague feel when I point out some problems to them, I worry how people think when I am in presentation, I worry girls are materialism when they are looking good, I worry girls are despotism when they are not looking good, I worry girls in China are "dirty", I worry girls in Hong Kong are picky, I worry educated girls are hardly to handle, I worry low-educated girls are dummy..................................................... There are toooo much assumption in my real life. I HAVE TO grab my aim from far away back to enjoy the moment right here!!! Too many virtual life!!!

Big rooster and little mouse

浪子心聲

難分真與假　人面多險詐　
幾許有共享榮華　簷畔水滴不分差
無知井裡蛙　徙望添聲價　
空得意目光如麻　誰料金屋變敗瓦
命裡有時終須有　命裡無時莫強求

雷聲風雨打　何用多驚怕　
心公正白壁無瑕　行善積德最樂也
命裡有時終須有　命裡無時莫強求

人比海裡沙　毋用多牽掛　
君可見漫天落霞　名利息間似霧化

Mein Fachbereichsleiter

Heute Abend haben wir am 7:30pm mit Kunden nach Skype gesprochen. Nicht zu viele Themen aber sprechen wir ungefaehr 1 Stunde, das gibt mir das Gefuehl zu schlafen.

Die Konversation ist fertig am 8:30pm, aber mein Fachbereichsleiter moechte mit mir mehr sprechen. Er hat mir gesagt, "Ich finde, du bist nicht zu viel konzentriert zum Arbeiten, was findest du?" Wir haben andere 1 Stunde dieses Thema gesprochen. Ich glaube, jemand kann mit meine Probleme sehen.

Mein Fachbereichsleiter ist eine sehr sehr gut Person. Aber ich weiss nicht wie kann ich mich helfen?

Deutsch lernen

Ich hoere seit vielleicht 3 Monate Deutsch auf zu lernen. Kein hoeren, kein lesen und kein schreiben. Was zum Teufel mache ich hier eigentlich? Ich weiss nicht. Ich glaube, das liegt daran, dass ich keinen mehr Deutschkurs gelernt habe. Oder vielleicht hasse ich sehr Martin und Alice!

Zur Zeit moechte ich wieder Deutsch lernen weil ich letztes Wochenende mit meine Lehrerin und Klassenkameraden ein sehr schoen Abendessen habe. Es spricht mir dass die Welt sehr gross ist. Ich habe mehr mehr etwas gelernt.

Heute meine bester Freund hat mir gesagt, er moecht auch Deutsch lernen. Ich verstehe nicht warum hat er ploetzlich diese Idee aber es freut mich sehr das zu hoeren.

"Lernen zu lernen"

Die Uebung

Jedes Wochenende schwimme ich immer oder treibe ich zusammen mit meine Freunde Sport. Ich finde, ich bin zu dick. Mein Bauch ist zu gross. Zur Zeit haette Ich gern eine Aenderung.

Heute habe ich geschwommen. Ich finde, Schwimmen kann mir mehr Relaxen geben. Ich kann alles vergessen. Aber bin ich wirklich zufrieden? Nein! Ich fuehle, ich verstehe nicht was ist richtig zu tun.

"Gesundheit macht nicht gluecklich, aber glueck macht gesund."

OLYMPUS TOUCH-6000

Viel Spass

Ich glaube, ich habe zu viele Dinge gedacht in frueheren Zeiten. Ich lebe nur in der Fehler. Ich kann nicht doch wieder meine Fehler vergeben und vergessen. Ich weiss das ist nicht gut fuer mich. Aber ich habe nicht immer einen Ausweg gefunden.

Heute Abend habe ich zusammen mit meine G.I. Klassenkameraden im Lamma Island gegessen. Das macht viel Spass fuer mich. Wir sprechen alles was wir moegen aber keine Karriere und kein Geld. Deshalb kann ich ploetzlich alle Probleme vergessen.

Eigentlich verstehe ich immer was habe ich zu tun aber ich kann nicht immer tun was ich moechte. Ich wuensche, ich kann an jedem Tag diesem Spass finden.

"Akzeptiere, wenn nichts geaendert werden kann; Aendere, wenn nichts akzeptiert werden kann."

Long break

After a long break it seems to me nothing float in and nothing float out from my period of life. My mind is still in calm, keep doing whatever I should do, keep thinking whatever it is not necessary, keep aiming on whatever my dream is. No special and no exciting in a flash coming up in my mind...

Life is getting older, I really need Fabulous Auspicious Star to renew my life.

21 days to become 28.

想太多...

不要再對别人的性格有所批評...

不要再追求自己所為的低要求...

不要為自己喜好或爱好或嗜好進行太多保護主意和獨裁主意...

不要再自豪地牢記過去的不快...

不要再用物質世界的秤來衡量人的感情...

不要再用自以為高尚的杯等待高尚的茶...