Last day of 2009

Today is the F last day of 2009, I think bad things is more than good things within this year, but I think the most important thing is how I handle these cases. I can say that thank you so much to God and those F ppl to share bad things to me, I think I did learn a lot during this F year.

Thank you so much for those ppl who still staying with me during my uncontrollable temper. I am a straight, emotional, stubborn, arrogant and boring person. I am not easy to be convinced. Therefore a lot of arguments happened during conversation, especially with family and best friends. All what I did is just followed one rule, "Sorriness is no more than give up". I object because I want to give the best, I ignore because I have no hope anymore.

But honestly, I don't really want to suffer bad again, I want to have a positive mind to enjoy my beautiful 2010.

2 days sick without leave

A real sick for 2 days are really suffered, especially I still have to sit on my chair to deal with some meaningless task for F co. The weather around these days are really horrible chill and moist all the time, the same situation as I was in Zuerich. The difference is Zuerich has F beautiful scene for me to heal my mind but here is only some dirty machines and cold documents for me to handle.

The world is moving, the time is flying, my heart is leaving. The complement of my sick leave would be on next Monday which approved by myself. Sick without leave but leave without sick...

Funny world

據美國《國家地理》雜志報道，海洋動物門類繁多，各門類的形態結構和生理特點可以有很大差異，以下是八大多彩多姿的奇特海洋動物。

1、雀尾螳螂蝦



印度尼西亞巴里島的水域是這種鮮為人知的生物——雀尾螳螂蝦（Odontodactylus scyllarus）的棲息地。本種蝦體色褐綠，身上布滿白色橫紋，胸前大螯鉤有很大的彈出力量，能在瞬間揮動它那棍子般的前螯砸向獵物。最新研究顯示，雀尾螳螂蝦的視覺有獨特之處：它能夠看到其他動物所無法看到的“另一個世界”。螳螂蝦具有第四種類型的視覺系統，擁有能夠察覺圓偏振光的能力，通過這種視覺系統可秘密地進行交流溝通。

2、意大利面蟲



意大利面蟲也叫做扁蟄蟲和水母蟲，此蟲如其名，將觸須伸向四周捕獲食物。

3、硬鱗魚



這種魚分布于西大西洋──從加拿大與美國麻薩諸塞州到巴西。其身上與尾柄呈黑色，上面點綴有很多的白色小斑點。它們喜愛獨居或形成小群魚群，吃海底上各式各樣的無脊椎動物例如軟件動物、甲殼動物、海綿和蠕蟲, 它們朋嘴巴裡吹出水來，以顯露這些可口的獵物。

4、海蛞蝓



這種海蛞蝓彎曲著它們的身體來遊泳，其身長可達15釐米。它們沒有貝殼，但其鮮豔的顏色可以警告其他動物它們是很危險的。這是因為它們常以腔腸動物為食，從而在皮膚內儲存了許多來自獵物的刺細胞。當它們被其他動物吃掉後，刺細胞就會進入它們的體內，並引起刺痛。

5、衝繩磨蝦虎魚



蝦虎魚以浮遊動物為食物，其攝食行為是由停棲點衝出，捕食後立即遊回原點。它們是連續變性動物，可以在雄性和雌性之間來回變換。它們棲息于清澈的沿岸珊瑚礁區，可分布到30米深。

6、袖扣海兔螺



一只袖扣海兔螺(Cyphoma gibbosum)呆在大特克島水域中一只海扇上正在進食。這些食肉軟體動物在它們身後留下一道死珊瑚組織的醒目痕蹟。其貝殼中型，殼厚，形狀由紡綞形到球狀，以腔腸動物為食。

7、海蛞蝓正在吞噬被囊動物



海蛞蝓(Nudibranch)又稱海兔子，屬裸腮類。是甲殼類軟體動物家族中的一個成員。在弱肉強食自然界裡，身體柔軟的海蛞蝓很容易受到侵害。它們利用形態各異，顏色鮮豔的“迷彩服”保護自己，以豔麗顏色警告其他生物。海蛞蝓是雌雄同體的，身上有雌雄兩種性器官,能同時制造精子及卵子。交配時，一對後鰓動物會互相貼近對方的右邊，然後交換精子。受精後，它們會以黏液把卵子黏附在一起，然後把它們固著在堅硬的岩石表面，形成一條如卷曲絲帶狀的卵子束。受精卵經2-3個月後發育成成體。

8、豆丁海馬



豆丁海馬（侏儒海馬）因其迷你的體型而得名。它們一般具有鮮豔的體色，可以很好的隱藏于珊瑚之中。豆丁海馬大多生長于西太平洋一帶的珊瑚區內，成魚都不會超過2.5 釐米。由于其體型極之細小，偽裝本能亦十分強，一般潛水員都很難察覺到它的存在。

X'mas eve

Love is always just a jackpot for me which is hard to get. Too many contrains from my limited condition. I still cannot integrate my mind to adapt the situation. Too much care about my needs at the end just become no one would like to care about my needs.

The whole educational system tells us that we need to remember all the right and wrong rationally as a data to avoid any mistake in the future. It already seals in my mind. Every human being in my mind is just a project, everything would go though the same standard procedure for evaluation. No exception, no excuse. It would save a lot of time on project management. So what I did wrong?

I want to be fair for everyone, I don't want people have any regret in the future. I understand human relationship is not the same as business. I understand human relationship needs honesty and trust. But I think nowaday people they get used to see a fuzzy attractive decoration before they open the box more than just simply hand in the present by our 2 palms.

X'mas is still far away

X'mas is coming and also coming fast, everything is going smooth... suppose...

Dawn is just about in front of me and I am also moving forward to it. But suddenly all the pictures change up-side-down, no matter how fast I run, I am still in the same position. Finally I just realised that this is not about how short my legs are, this is about dawn is moving away, moving away to the opposite direction from my back. What I have seen before is just an illusion...

Life is...

Life should be happy for every single moment. Why life is so complicated for me?

Sometimes when I was too care about people feeling, I try to think as much possibilities as possible to guess what they think, but end up that is just about what I think. Totally what people need...

When you want to have a high mark in exam, you can study and do excerises to get closer to the goal, but what I can do if I like to get closer to a girl?

I know this is what I need but you never know I, myself, is it what she needs...

3.0. go

Finally there is only left 30days and around 22days hi-and-bye attitude. After the no bonus big shock there is 100% no regret for this action. A company without heart, mercy, technical support and working spirit can never be sucess and never be the first choice for good mouse to stay.

Keep doing your low tech no future co. then.

No Bonus

F co. dares to not release bonus for little honest hard-working china mouse even they have an overall 15% increment from the whole co. The reason for us is that our subsidiary got a bad result last year!

Big boss don't even know how important the bonuses are for little mice but only just playing our honesty around as they playing around those numbers. As if we are just a little cold emotionless non-stop tool to help them to fulfill their endless greed on money.

The chain-reacting of no bonus is not only about to lost morale from certain period, but also lost experienced staffs for their long term businesses. I will curse to God that they will never have a good future from such a stupid move. One day you treat us as a stranger, some day you will be treat as a stranger as well.

Monday Mouse

Monday is a day always lack of energy to work. Can't focus on articles, can't discuss fluently with colleagues and can't walk fast around offices. Brain always can't function at all. The action and reaction just followed by subconscious and experience.

A mouse don't know about "Tai Chi" but working as "Tai Chi" master, using the minimum energy to destory the biggest problems or transfer it to other areas. The main purpose is not created the biggest benefit to company but only created the biggest free time for Monday mouse to recover.

Co. X'mas party

Already stayed in this F co. for 2 years, this is the second time I join the X'mas party here. I STILL remember the scene from last year X'mas party that most of the chinese HK staffs also got X'mas presents even some people just got 3 pairs of X'mas socks, BUT little hard working honest young HK mouse got NOTHING. What a shame. I hope I can have some luck for this year. GOD BLESS ME>>>

Back to normal

Life is liked everyday we go shit. We will try whatever we can to complete this task. We love to have a facile discontinued big dump instead of snatchy sticky dump, we will control ourselve to have as much as vegetable. We are excited about the moment it cracks, we will stop doing anything and just concentrate on one point. Sometimes we may have difficulties and challengings, we still feel comfortable once the thing slipping out. There are thousand of stimulations coming up between few seconds. After all the long hot stories gone, we will head-up a little bit and sign to enjoy the moment of success and miss the moment just pass.

After a while when we find consciousness, we know that we have to put on the trouser and back to our normal life and do whatever we have to do again.

Sich darauf vorbereiten nach Hong Kong zu gehen

7:48am in Frankfurt airport again, but this time is going to say "Auf wiedersehen" to Mars. The journey is almost done and there is only have around 9 hours to get into flight. Times for a project engineer is an important factor, therefore we will go visit the city again to enjoy more the culture in here, to breath more the fresh air in here, to capture more the beautiful scene in here, to shop more souvenirs for friends and especially for myself.

Before we had this peaceful ending, there was a little accident as well. I don't know what was the problem on the F hotel search engine, I was 100% sure that I did type in "Frankfurt" as my keyword and I picked the cheapest one on the list as usual. So in the last day last minute when I arrived Frankfurt and ask somebody where was it, people said this F hotel was in "Mannheim" far away from Frankfurt around 100km. As I only have a limited knowledge on the Germany geography, of course I don't really care about Frankfurt or Mannheim on the address, I trust what the F hotel search engine provides to me. Luckily, the hotel "Mercure" had a branch in Frankfurt airport also, and more lucky that we could refund the hotel that I booked in Mannheim and offered a room for us overthere with breakfast. Right now when I think about it again, this may not only about luck, this is may be about he saw the reservation made by "Lufthansa host".

By the way, the breakfast in this Mercure airport hotel was so F delicious. all the sausages, bacons, scramble eggs, cheeses, vegetables, hams and breads were all just in the right texture and temperature. As a not greedy mouse also can't reject this temptation, so a greedy mouse ate totally 3 dishes and graped some packed sausages back to Hong Kong as well.

Gehen wir am Straßburg

12:15am in Frankfurt airport. We are waiting for a bus to another city calls Straßburg which is located in the boundary between Germany and France, so the culture and structure over there should have a fusion with these 2 countries as well. Due to the buy-1-get-1-free attitude, this is a big reason for a poor mouse to pick this city because we can enjoy 2 different things together at once.

About the time in Zürich, everything was so amazing, especially for the Jungfraujoch! Which is so unbelievable beautiful. I have got tons of my pictures but still can't represent the scene over there. A long way to go to the top along with huge christmas-trees, tons of huge christmas-trees covered the whole mountain, also there was many of huge mountains were covered by a stretch to the horizon of snow. You can imagine how big of the power of nature is. At that moment, I really think that I am such a happy little mouse.

We stayed in Jungfraujoch just around 2 hours but we felt so tired and exhausted already. May be because this is the top of Europe and 3454 meters high, we breathed deeper and longer when we were running or stepping up. For sure the weather was so cold outside and kind of windy sometimes, therefore we can only stay there for only 10 to 15mins then we must go back to the room to warm ourselves. Although there was a big challange for us to stay outside, we still kept going and going to capture the view again and again, because it's absoluately beautiful.

Auf nach Jungfraujoch

6:42am in Interlaken. We just went though the most difficult time on this trip. Around 30 hours without shower, just keep walking around on the street and slept on the train or train station. Due to the F train schedule problem, we need to move ourselves from München at 9:00pm to Innsbruck at 11:00pm and then wait in F Innsbruck station for 4 hours and then take the F train from Innsbruck at 3:00am to Zürich at 7:00am! It was a disaster! We all are totally out of batteries at that moment, we were just fall asleep on that F bumping second-class night train and almost forgot to get off the train when we were going to Innsbruck.

Zürich is really a beautiful, clean and organized old-world city. Everywhere are so traditional. I think the difference between München and Zürich is München like to keep all things from original without redecorating, but Zürich is trying to keep things new forever. All the walls from any building look new, white is pure white, brown is pure brown. If I can sit in a helicopter and take a photo of Zürich from the sky, I think it would just look like a tiny little toy model.

After that 30 hours disaster, we have already fully charged after a 10 hours sleep in Interlaken's hotel. Everything is ready, just used my lost-and-found company notebook to check all things and memorized down all the unforgetable adventure. Life must go on, journey must go on as well.