Construction everywhere

It just likes a alarm clock to me, start making noise from 8am to 6:30pm everyday non-stop...really feel frustrated...

重讀王維基

I always think that people do not have to read too much books unless they are already well used of their knowledge. Sometime too broad and too many different evidances in our mind doesn't mean good for our uniquity and creativity. I can say that I am not a good reader, only around 20~30pcs books in my room. These are autobiographies, fictions, psychologies, comics, casual talk about some success man. Everytime when I was finished a book I also asked myself immediately what information left in my mind, I don't know is it about I am too stupid or those information are going too deep, I can't always fit it out immediately.

These days I was too free about our over dreamed career path, I did re-read a book our Ricky Wong.

It is always ture that if you are not smart enough and lost your direction suddenly, just try to follow a great people's path you think he/she is great. Try to set our expectation higher but not the highest, then you will restore the enthusiasm to move on.

There is one chapter just totally reflecting my situation right now. He points out that there are 3 points about how we establish a new business. 1st how we sense and capture the need from the world, 2nd how we solve the problem efficiently and the 3rd do we mind to sacrifice our "present belonging". I heard too many people bullshit around saying that this business can make money, that business is easy. When we are narrowing down the problem from idea to actual operation, people just like to step back and being the commander. Most of the problem is people do not like to sacrifice they "present belonging", the comfortable life style. They believe their brain can replace the workload of their feet and hands. Of course, I am still one of these people...

商機處處, 但你心在何處...

Do you have a shark inside?

New day new life

Today is the first day I am being a tutor. Feeling is not bad, the atomsphere is excellent!

Compare with running a project in factory, allocating those F lazy chinese mice, I think this is just a piece of cake. People sometime said that children is hard to control when they are starting to out of control, but I would like to say that a kind-of-blank paper is still much easiler to clean up compare with messy chinese paper with dirty stinky little S on top.

It is a big step for me to open my own tutorial center. I hope my spy-life will get success soon...

Being a tutor

We are not like other type of animals easy to get reborn. Lizard can easily get a new tail while it being cut, cockroach can also grow a new leg when having exuviate. Human, it claims that the most intelligent animal in the world but always stubborn on what they always do.

Tomorrow is the first day to be a tutor in my life. I hope I can get something new there and get reborn my life.

命裡有時終須有, 命裡無時莫強求

Let have a bet within these 60 days...whatever it is, it is...

Hot blood

I did bury the spirit of "hot blood" for a very long time. When people is growing up, more and more external and subjective problems are coming up to annoy our motivation. We can't just simply do whatever we believe is right. No matter our finally decision is right or wrong, all these obstacles are definitely slow down our process.

If you really ask me when do I have the peak motivation, I will say when I was in 20 21 year old, during my year 1 and 2 University life. During that period, I feel the world is so innocent without harm, my intelligent seems on top of society as if I have confident to handle any kind of problems. Therefore, my spirit is always "hot blood".

The japanese comic "Slamdunk" is always my favor even right now. The leading actor is a very "hot blood" people. During a match his team is playing with a very strong team, after he shots and gets 2 points, it is already leading the game and only 1 second left, but he still keep running back and shout, "Defence! Sin Dol is coming!!" My eyes always full of tears after I read this part. How he devotes to the game, how he balances his emotion, how he concentrates on his role is always made me shame...

I know I can't be ideal, but I want my heart back, I just want my own "hot blood" back.

Deadline

May be staying inside a cage and being a mouse for too long, I get used to survive within a boundary. Although I feel that I did try my best to get transformed, my heart still not feel comfortable during this period.

I understand that the main reason is about no more water pumping toward my back, I need to survive by myself totally. No matter how brilliant of my dream is, human cannot survive without oxygen. I need to set a timer for my project schedule...

Everyone please bless for me during this period...

Japanese episode addicted

It is a very long time that I have never been so addicted on Japanese episode, but it triggers me to keep watching it every sunday and finally I can't wait to download the last chapter. It is called "求婚大作戰".

The theme is about a boy who loved a girl for a very long time but never had a brave heart to tell her. One day the girl is going to marry another man, the boy is being also invited to join the ceremony. He is so regretted about why he never tell her how he loves her. Suddenly an elf stand in front of him and tell him that he has a second chance to go to the past and do what he wants to do to change the future. Because he is kind of a passive person, every time he went back to the past he still can't present his ture heart to the girl. But the more he went back, the more he did change the future and also his lazy attitude. And finally he do learn that he have to treasure the time right now but not just rely on any magic to change what he did wrong in the past. Once he clear up his mind and the happy ending is of course coming afterward.

I love it so much not just because the main actress looks so puppy love for me but also this is also the same dream to me to correct what I have done wrong in my past. I also think that, "if I have the second chance, I must do it better". But the question is, if I really have a second chance, Can I really do it better? I can see that from the episode, there is almost 10 chances for the boy to go back but he has never been success because his attitude is still the same. The only time he did success because he understand the word of "aggressive".

How to understand our past and work hard right now is the most important attitude for us to move on.