Eating attitude

Just realized that human being really spends a lot of time on eating habit. If a normal person does not have to think about what to eat, where to eat and how to eat, we suddenly found that you have nothing to do beside eat, eat and eat…

As a normal person, after I agreed for the diet recipe without putting a piece of rice into my stomach, I feel very exhausted and cannot function very well. In the first day I really can’t stand for that, I was so tempted on other ppl Spaghetti and the smell from deep fried chicken restaurant. But in the second and third day, I am tried to adjust my body my stomach can not telling me there is no food going down for a long time.

It is not that hard to overcome the hungry feeling because it was getting smaller and smaller. The problem is I feel exhausted most of the time unless I have drunk the juice mix with lemon and syrup and water. Even I drank the juice the feeling still not very good as if I was a robot filling gas to suspend my life. I can’t feel texture when I chewed the food, I can’t taste the ingredient when I put the food into my month, I can’t swallow the food into my stomach and enjoy it push away of my belly.

Today is the 5^th day of this diet program and there is only 2 days to go, if I really can achieve this program I think this must be one of the mission-impossible in my life…

30 plus one

30 is a critical number for every human being. I can't believe I stepped into it one year already. I feel I am still young. Young is about my skill and knowledge are still not mature enough understand the world. Young is about my strength is not strong enough to protect my important things and person. Young is about my brain is not capable to bear any new challenges from the world. But life must move on, Sing Man has to work on...

I had a very normal day to celebrate my destined 29th of May. Because I got 3 rotation leaves from my hard weekend work, I decided to spend one day on my birthday. Actually I didn't have plan today so I just found a way to take some rest at home and swam in the morning. I found when people grow up, a free day as if becomes a treasure day for me. It gave me a reason to leave all the work behind. It gave me a reason to do what I want to do in my heart by never tired before. It gave me a reason to say or to swear who I want to thank for and who I want to curse for. Within this systematic and logical world, everything need a reason...

In the afternoon I met my friend, Son, who hardly have time to meet me. He is younger than me but what he had done was 2 steps ahead on me. He is not only my best friend, he is also someone husband and someone father. Therefore we shared a lot of experience about this cruel life and beautiful life. If we can't hold the right direction, I think we already get lost or being mental illness between this black and white.

After that meaningful tea time, this is the moment to find my beautiful princess downstair her office. Seems the important character has been swapped why a birthday guy has to accept this not reasonable command, but birthday guy still could get awarded from princess anyways which were a very nice toy figure, a home made birthday cake and a super heavy NIKE bag. I didn't know if it was a treasure or burden but of course I still returned a smile and big THANK YOU to her. We reserved a table for Japanese buffet, it tasted really not bad with reasonable price. It made me to consider to visit again :P:P

The buffet only lasted for 1.5hours and as a warrior we of course fought until the last minute. We hold the exploded belly with a li-ttle bit space walked slowly away from the restaurant and looking for a place to finish that hand made birthday cake. Although it was not taste too good but it looked quite funny. It was a Teddy-bear-face rolled cake with cream. I put a candle onto his nose-hold and made big wish, I hope every wish I made will come true.

Actually I am still getting lost and floating around on this cruel world, hard to survive, hard to find myself. I hope it can be much much better on my coming years...

US trip in Philadelphia

It was quite excited to participate the MD&M East 2012 in Philadelphia in US. Because it was a trip totally sponsor by company and I can explore more using my tiny eyes.

It was the second time I represent AML to setup a booth in MD&M show. Be honestly the show was quite similar to me between MD&M West and MD&M East, it was all about manufacturing and components in medical device industry. I have tried to classify their categories and what they were trying promote, but it was something like when you open a book and trying to finish it within 3 days. You can only remember the theme what the author going to tell you but you never remember the exact story on chapter 9. So most of the time I just enjoyed the atmosphere around the convention centre and tried my best to attract more visitors to visit our booth. Hopefully I can contribute something back on this trip and gain more credit in front of my managers.

The show was started from 10am to 4pm everyday. It was an easy show I can't believe how relax they are working in US even though everyone saying now is in recession. As an easy-going mouse of course we left at 4pm everyday. It only took 10mins by taxi from convention centre to Hotel. So normally me and my colleagues will seize the time to change our clothes immedately and walked around the city in Philadelphia downtown. Definitely it was a very nice city where located a lot of traditional buildings. During the time we walked around the city, you could see a lot of sporty teenagers jogging across the street even it was just about 5pm. Once again it told us that they deserved recession!

Actually 2/3 of this trip I was stayed in US and the other 1/3 I will go to Ottawa in Canada to visit one of my key customer Abbott Lab. At the beginning I didn't have any feeling on it but once the airplane landed on Ottawa, I can feel Canada! I can feel there is a place I spent 5 F years for studying F Engineering! I can feel a lot of F lazy Canadian around this F lazy land! I can't imagine I will back to this land. It was all about fate.

Although the schedule is very tight, all the activities along this trip was very successful. Although my last presentation in Ottawa I felt obviously not so good, I don't know why my manager was quite impress on this, may be the reason was she can speak most of the time and most of the time everyone was laughing. Anyways if she was happy I happy.

After this trip it told me that I was still very tiny in this world and my experience was still very fresh. I need to embrace my weakness and smash one after another one. Life is tough...

Intensive training course

During this business trip, I was not only standing on the exhibition and promoted our company to the world, I had to visit a customer who had communicated with me for a long time by email without seeing each other. I was excited if there were any pretty sexy big boobs girls there because we had set up several conference calls before and one voice was kind of cute. :P

Because this is the first time for me to visit customer, Assistant Manager still do not have enough experience to present skillfully, therefore my Manager’s Manager will travel with me on this trip. She is a short lady with high pitch voice, always with an executive look with a feeling between mature and casual. She likes to talk even though she claimed that she was very quiet when she was young. On 24th May morning my Manager’s Manager and I were taking a taxi and heading to customer office. She is a very experience person with quick response. At the beginning I thought I was well prepared but actually my plan was just several steps behind her. Presentation is not about procedure, it needs more back up plan to support any unexpected accidents. And it also needs more tricks to bring our target onto the trap which already setup. It was very difficult to develop the lead on every uncertain situation. At the same time I feel it is kind of funny to develop this experience if I have the capability to develop.

During this trip, we visited 2 different locations one was in Princeton New Jersey another was in Ottawa. I felt I was still about a sperm swinging myself so hard for a long time but still swimming in the similar area. This was a very good experience for me to explore myself especially I could learn a lot from my Manager’s Manager. Due to my limited brain capability, I had dropped down the following notes to remind myself make sure I can do better for next trip.

1. Always keep a notebook (in paper) on pocket to write down any important things in front of customer to show our respect. Never try to type by computer.

2. Remember to check in 24 or 48 hours ago before fly. It shows the seize-time attitude on every tiny thing, so you can keep high spirit.

3. Power point must have an agenda page as an index.

4. Any argument must have a conclusion.

5. Always have company leaflet and souvenir with you when having an appointment. Every human being loves free stuffs.

6. Brings products to promote new technology or advantage to customer. New toys always make ppl smile.

7. Try to find a way to break ice with customer at the very beginning, any silly things would be good. It is beneficial on low down their caution and release the stress from ourselves.

8. Always check on next location and next appointment if we have enough money. Resource is king to move on.

9. At last better find a way to take a picture with customer. It is a prove for your work.

Family re-union

When we keep busy to choose a suitable mask for next occasion, in my heart always desire to have a rest on chasing the materialist world. I am afraid one day I will have a mental disease related on that.

When I looked into Namo, just like the moment when I was young. No burden, no fear, just about to enjoy his life and take an subjective adventure everyday. The every target he directed must be defeatable, so no matter how hard the mission is, it will no burden or pressure remain on the next day or next week. But in our real life is different. When we are facing a problem, if our knowledge or money are not sufficient to hand it at this moment, we have to stay with it and let the time absorb it. Therefore, we never know when will the problem disappear or it will never disappear because the new one will be coming with you next.

I am trying to not focusing on when we can complete the task but only how to adapt this world. May be Namo can be my teacher on this lesson.

Thai trip during 13th to 18th March

Life is really going too fast, no doubt that my tiny brain can’t completely absorb it. Sometime when we are trying to adapt to this world, somehow we have to decide a mask for every different occasion to optimize the maximum outcome. Especially I travelled quiet often last year to US for business trip, it really kind of smashup my principle to the world. On the other hand, just may be my core attitude is quite stubborn that’s why I feel so hard to get used to it. Blog is really a good tool for me to recognize myself which mask would be the true mask for me and link-up all what and why I have done in the past.

From 13th to 18th March I had a very joyful trip to Thailand Lipe with Cathy. This was really memorable. The weather was perfect, the sea was unbelievably clean, the beaches were super gentle when we touched it, and the food was incredibly delicious with lots of thai-style taste. Although we didn’t have a plan for sight-seeing and we didn’t have too many decided spots to visit, my friendly and experience tour guide Choo already prepared a busy but relax itinerary for us during that 3 days 2 nights in Lipe. Actually this is my second time in Lipe but it still gives me new exposure about my life to find out which mask I like the most.

Life is really funny, if we keep going the same things for a long time, no matter how exciting it is we still hate to do it someday. Therefore, there is not such thing paradise in the world, this is just about we need a break for our life to keep struggle in this world.

US exhibition

The trip from 12th to 19th Feb would be the first business trip I represent as a marketing guy for a business trip. It was incredible and important in my life. It was totally different with what I was doing since the first day I was trying to work. It also kind of change a little bit of my personality to react with the world and also to myself. We know that the world is fucking cruel but we still have to act positive to every customers to show heaven is everywhere. Life is very funny, if we are always complaining things around us, the trouble things will always around us. If we always sing the praises of things we did, the things will become what we want to be gradually. I don't believe on God but this is the trick God plays with us, and as a marketing new member I, myself, have to stick with this rule to trick any mortal around the world.

The exhibition was exciting, a lot of new marketing skill and process and brand name stuff up into my tiny brain. Of course I can't remember all but I will try to study more later to become a professional one because I think this is the only way to make my career path better and provides a better life to my family.

During the time when I was in US. the most exciting thing was not about the exhibition, it was just about a routine work to talk with strangers. The exhibition run more than 10 years already, ppl are not excited about it anymore. Visitors came only with their spiritless eyes and empty brain. They were not intended to find something during the exhibition, they came over just about part of their job as their boss wants them to do. Just like sitting on the bus and watching the scene outside. They would like to watch but don't know what they are watching at. Of course this is marketing guy responsibility to catch their attention but we are not that energetic they can only pick potential strangers to talk with, then this is our skill.

What the most exciting thing to me about is the new star Jeremy Lin in NBA. He beat Kobe Briant and brings New York wins 6 games continuously. He was just about a NBA player almost to got fire before but suddenly comes up to be a hero. There was a game against Chicago in forth quarter which is 75 to 75 and only 10 second something left. He made a gesture to let everybody calm down and to create more space, suddenly he made a jump shot in 3-points at 5seconds which was nobody can image that a Chinese boy can make this decision. But he did it and got 3-points to win the games. It was just amazing as if Michael Jordan come back! But I know this is about the dare to make a change supporting by solid ability. Sometime if that is the moment to win a jackpot, don't try to loose your hand or afraid that is deviated from boss idea, just do what fucking is! But of course if this is not a jackpot, don't try to deviate your boss yet.

Change, be brave!

This is a really long time haven't touched about my blog, that's also meant haven't in touch with my heart my a long time. At the moment always searching for my interest but just found that I don't really have much interest in my life. Most of the time just following what ppl doing, sometime hesitated to do something suddenly want to do, sometime go take deep breath and did something and noticed that this is not what I like.

Life is not always easy, and if it is an easy job it won't call "Life". I am getting older and older now, actually those activities we spent most of the time are what we really like to do, may be you will be very sad that what we always do are not valuable, but is it your instinct. We have to admit that this is the road choose before. Of course we can change but we can only modify or describe it on the other way. We can't delete it.Imagination can always to help you running always from problems. It can bring you a lot of ideas to benefit the world and the world benefit you. It can also help you to run away from dead end if you got a problem.

Just noticed that no matter how bad this world is, how bad you have actually seen in this cruel world, you still have to sell dreams to the world. This world is definitely not fair! It is no doubt! Ppl don't care how pity you are, ppl just care how positive you are to sell your dreams. The more cheerful you are, the bigger chance you will hit the jackpot in one day. Or because you are over positive as if already got the jackpot. Nobody like to care how sad about your life because not much ppl in this world like to do charity to suffer the burden on you.

Me 2011...

2011真的更清楚地看清自己。只怪才疏學淺，始終用中文才能表達更深的感覺。

認真，你便輸了！不是叫你做事不認真，只是要認真輕鬆面對每舖新遊戲。

對喜歡既人不要再嘗試改變她，每個人都有她的獨特性！當你能夠改變自己去認識別人，遷就別人，你已經贏了。

賺錢是為了有更好既生活，不是為了銀行簿有更大的銀碼！不要再為過去的錯失苦惱，要開心地面對新的數字遊戲。

New year; New page

The longer I stay in this world the more difficulties I can taste from this world. In the past I was trying to plan my life to do what I like to do, anything I don't like or anything is bad according to the majority I basically won't do. Therefore I missed a lot of chances to taste what is wrong and believe there are all about innocent people in this world. BUT it is wrong, there is all around smart, cunning self-controlled people who are working so hard in front of me, end up I become the innocent boy who got teasing from all around the world...

I am so shameful and guilty NOT open my mind in my life. I always believe I can control my life but it is wrong. Life is about to try everything as soon as possible to gain as much as mistakes therefore you will not make a big mistake in your future...

By this year of Dragon, I swear to God, if this is not related to big money, I dare to try any new things in my life. I won't stay in my cage anymore. I have to gain more and earn more in this year. The year of Dragon would be a milestone to have a reborn, open-mind, hard working WONG SING MAN.