Family re-union

When we keep busy to choose a suitable mask for next occasion, in my heart always desire to have a rest on chasing the materialist world. I am afraid one day I will have a mental disease related on that.

When I looked into Namo, just like the moment when I was young. No burden, no fear, just about to enjoy his life and take an subjective adventure everyday. The every target he directed must be defeatable, so no matter how hard the mission is, it will no burden or pressure remain on the next day or next week. But in our real life is different. When we are facing a problem, if our knowledge or money are not sufficient to hand it at this moment, we have to stay with it and let the time absorb it. Therefore, we never know when will the problem disappear or it will never disappear because the new one will be coming with you next.

I am trying to not focusing on when we can complete the task but only how to adapt this world. May be Namo can be my teacher on this lesson.

Thai trip during 13th to 18th March

Life is really going too fast, no doubt that my tiny brain can’t completely absorb it. Sometime when we are trying to adapt to this world, somehow we have to decide a mask for every different occasion to optimize the maximum outcome. Especially I travelled quiet often last year to US for business trip, it really kind of smashup my principle to the world. On the other hand, just may be my core attitude is quite stubborn that’s why I feel so hard to get used to it. Blog is really a good tool for me to recognize myself which mask would be the true mask for me and link-up all what and why I have done in the past.

From 13th to 18th March I had a very joyful trip to Thailand Lipe with Cathy. This was really memorable. The weather was perfect, the sea was unbelievably clean, the beaches were super gentle when we touched it, and the food was incredibly delicious with lots of thai-style taste. Although we didn’t have a plan for sight-seeing and we didn’t have too many decided spots to visit, my friendly and experience tour guide Choo already prepared a busy but relax itinerary for us during that 3 days 2 nights in Lipe. Actually this is my second time in Lipe but it still gives me new exposure about my life to find out which mask I like the most.

Life is really funny, if we keep going the same things for a long time, no matter how exciting it is we still hate to do it someday. Therefore, there is not such thing paradise in the world, this is just about we need a break for our life to keep struggle in this world.

US exhibition

The trip from 12th to 19th Feb would be the first business trip I represent as a marketing guy for a business trip. It was incredible and important in my life. It was totally different with what I was doing since the first day I was trying to work. It also kind of change a little bit of my personality to react with the world and also to myself. We know that the world is fucking cruel but we still have to act positive to every customers to show heaven is everywhere. Life is very funny, if we are always complaining things around us, the trouble things will always around us. If we always sing the praises of things we did, the things will become what we want to be gradually. I don't believe on God but this is the trick God plays with us, and as a marketing new member I, myself, have to stick with this rule to trick any mortal around the world.

The exhibition was exciting, a lot of new marketing skill and process and brand name stuff up into my tiny brain. Of course I can't remember all but I will try to study more later to become a professional one because I think this is the only way to make my career path better and provides a better life to my family.

During the time when I was in US. the most exciting thing was not about the exhibition, it was just about a routine work to talk with strangers. The exhibition run more than 10 years already, ppl are not excited about it anymore. Visitors came only with their spiritless eyes and empty brain. They were not intended to find something during the exhibition, they came over just about part of their job as their boss wants them to do. Just like sitting on the bus and watching the scene outside. They would like to watch but don't know what they are watching at. Of course this is marketing guy responsibility to catch their attention but we are not that energetic they can only pick potential strangers to talk with, then this is our skill.

What the most exciting thing to me about is the new star Jeremy Lin in NBA. He beat Kobe Briant and brings New York wins 6 games continuously. He was just about a NBA player almost to got fire before but suddenly comes up to be a hero. There was a game against Chicago in forth quarter which is 75 to 75 and only 10 second something left. He made a gesture to let everybody calm down and to create more space, suddenly he made a jump shot in 3-points at 5seconds which was nobody can image that a Chinese boy can make this decision. But he did it and got 3-points to win the games. It was just amazing as if Michael Jordan come back! But I know this is about the dare to make a change supporting by solid ability. Sometime if that is the moment to win a jackpot, don't try to loose your hand or afraid that is deviated from boss idea, just do what fucking is! But of course if this is not a jackpot, don't try to deviate your boss yet.

Change, be brave!

This is a really long time haven't touched about my blog, that's also meant haven't in touch with my heart my a long time. At the moment always searching for my interest but just found that I don't really have much interest in my life. Most of the time just following what ppl doing, sometime hesitated to do something suddenly want to do, sometime go take deep breath and did something and noticed that this is not what I like.

Life is not always easy, and if it is an easy job it won't call "Life". I am getting older and older now, actually those activities we spent most of the time are what we really like to do, may be you will be very sad that what we always do are not valuable, but is it your instinct. We have to admit that this is the road choose before. Of course we can change but we can only modify or describe it on the other way. We can't delete it.Imagination can always to help you running always from problems. It can bring you a lot of ideas to benefit the world and the world benefit you. It can also help you to run away from dead end if you got a problem.

Just noticed that no matter how bad this world is, how bad you have actually seen in this cruel world, you still have to sell dreams to the world. This world is definitely not fair! It is no doubt! Ppl don't care how pity you are, ppl just care how positive you are to sell your dreams. The more cheerful you are, the bigger chance you will hit the jackpot in one day. Or because you are over positive as if already got the jackpot. Nobody like to care how sad about your life because not much ppl in this world like to do charity to suffer the burden on you.

Me 2011...

2011真的更清楚地看清自己。只怪才疏學淺，始終用中文才能表達更深的感覺。

認真，你便輸了！不是叫你做事不認真，只是要認真輕鬆面對每舖新遊戲。

對喜歡既人不要再嘗試改變她，每個人都有她的獨特性！當你能夠改變自己去認識別人，遷就別人，你已經贏了。

賺錢是為了有更好既生活，不是為了銀行簿有更大的銀碼！不要再為過去的錯失苦惱，要開心地面對新的數字遊戲。

New year; New page

The longer I stay in this world the more difficulties I can taste from this world. In the past I was trying to plan my life to do what I like to do, anything I don't like or anything is bad according to the majority I basically won't do. Therefore I missed a lot of chances to taste what is wrong and believe there are all about innocent people in this world. BUT it is wrong, there is all around smart, cunning self-controlled people who are working so hard in front of me, end up I become the innocent boy who got teasing from all around the world...

I am so shameful and guilty NOT open my mind in my life. I always believe I can control my life but it is wrong. Life is about to try everything as soon as possible to gain as much as mistakes therefore you will not make a big mistake in your future...

By this year of Dragon, I swear to God, if this is not related to big money, I dare to try any new things in my life. I won't stay in my cage anymore. I have to gain more and earn more in this year. The year of Dragon would be a milestone to have a reborn, open-mind, hard working WONG SING MAN.