Wiedergeborenes Leben

The long Thailand trip was gone, no surprise that everything was as usual, or may be I can say that was a little bit boring for me because what I expected were within my expectation, no unexpected "benefit" can be gotten. But during this trip I could see my relatives are working so hard to maintain this hard-won living quality.

This first priority for this trip of course is to celebrate my lovely cousin 1 year old birthday, but unfortunately his father couldn't even squeeze out a day for his son on 16th May because he was in his University conference in Shang Hai. That's why my auntie Mukda postponed the birthday party for one day on 17th May. At 17th May, the day my uncle Banjob came back, we prepared 8 hand-made T-shirts which had printed her son face with different posts. At that night auntie Mukda, auntie P'on, Mama, Namo and I were all wearing it to airport to pick up my uncle. I think it really needs a big gutty some how for around 5 people wearing the same funky clothes and walking in the airport, because I can see that there were some people looking at us in a weird funny face. But during the whole time, we didn't have any embarrassing but only thinking Happeace to see my uncle. We don't know this move can or cannot really satisfy everyone, but we believe that eveyone will have Happeace.

One day before the celebration, we did go to Hau Hin. A province have a fresh breath outside the city. No matter how bad the weather in Bangkok, we still can find sunshine and blue sky overthere. We were happy, Namo were happy. We were happy to play in the swimming pool inside the resort rather than spent time on the long long beach area. We were happy to eat with those lunch-packed foods inside our resort as our dinner rather than spent time to search for some new and higher quality restaurant over there. May be some people may ask why don't use our limited time to exchange for better expectation. But we can say we are happy on what we expect to get.

By the way, from Bangkok to Hau Hin was not a short distance. We needed to drive around 3 hours to go there. Driving and sitting were not the only activities within these 3 hours because my 1 year old cousin was there. He was not always satisfied to sit on the car. Everything is new to him but he didn't know how to explain. So he kept murmuring, pointing, looking, yelling, shaking, laughing on the car. We couldn't find a compliance from this little space with 6 people together. But auntie P'on, auntie Mukda and mom kept sing different songs and talking different storys to Namo without show up any tiredness and trouble on him. It's all about the responsibility we believe what we have to do no matter we receive a smile face or a cry face at the end.

No doubt that I have tooooo much concern on everything, I worry the stock market will drop when I brought, I worry the stock market will rise when I didn't buy, I worry I waste my time when I sleep too much, I worry to buy something when I found somewhere is cheaper, I worry the light will hit on the plane when I look through the window, I worry my reputation when I talk with people, I worry how my colleague feel when I point out some problems to them, I worry how people think when I am in presentation, I worry girls are materialism when they are looking good, I worry girls are despotism when they are not looking good, I worry girls in China are "dirty", I worry girls in Hong Kong are picky, I worry educated girls are hardly to handle, I worry low-educated girls are dummy..................................................... There are toooo much assumption in my real life. I HAVE TO grab my aim from far away back to enjoy the moment right here!!! Too many virtual life!!!