Fear

I am addicted on my novel now. May be I am the same person who like to criticize our life, seeking the meaning of justice.

"You know why they attacked you? They were afraid of you."
"Afraid of me?"
"You're a lot bigger than a bat, aren't you? All creatures feel fear."
"Even the scary ones?"
"Especially the scary ones."

I think the meaning of justice is too far away from my stupid knowledge, but I truely agree that I always feel fear on every single NEW thing. When I was hosting a presentation, when I was talking with stranger on the street, when I was sitting in a new german class or when I was travelling overseas and talking with some foreigner, I always felt small in front of them...

Hey, Come on! I am the same size as they are, why I have to feel fear to them. And the most important thing is, I don't look scary at all!