Happy hour

A routine, boring, frustrated and messy working area always makes me depressed. Especially on Monday and Tuesday, seems I come to this world is only as a gear wheel helping the rotation of the earth...I really need a rest and run away from this big machine.

Sometimes I feel I think too much, my brain run too fast, too sensitive on what other people think. It makes my emotion changing in every single minute.

I still remember there has a japanese comic <<幽遊白書>> which I like so much. There had a guy who helped God to kill all the ghost in this world. He thought that he was the righteousness and ghost always was the most corrupt things. One day, something happened to him and realized that from human deep inside also contained the most corrupt things, he couldn't accept that what he was trying to protect just another corruption. After that day he got a mental illness which contained 7 personalities in his mind. 7 personalities provide 7 different point of views for him to find the "ultimate righteousness".

I think 7 personalities is cool, I really want to have that. But the process is very tough, I still far away from it. I really need something to neutralize it now....Happy hour!