To eat or not to eat!?

Dinner time in factory is 5pm. Right now, may be too bored or somethings always want to find something to eat at around 8:30pm. Sometimes noodles, sometimes oysters from outside...

Cannot keep my weight grow without any control.

王維基 《敢想‧敢做》

"忍受挫折的能力, 專注于機會而不是專注于障礙的能力"
(An ability to suffer frustration; an ability to concentrate on chance instead of focusing on obstacle)

After watching the TV show about him, I was already addicted to him. His word is really sharp, aimed and explosive. I can feel the energy between his words. I can see the way he goes success.

Success is simple if everything around you is simple. The only way to make it simple is just work on it.

Second try

"Failure is the mother of success". This is a very popular speaking in Chinese culture. But how many mother should I have!?

This time, may be I put too much sirup between layers so the central part was stil stick together and still feeling raw. I can't taste the layer particularly when I chewed it. Secondly, may be I put too much butter on it, although the smell was good, I can't suffer to have a second piece.

By the way, this bread belongs to a very beautiful name, "Butterfly", but it does looks beautiful when it is in picture.

Appearance: ***
Smell: **
Hand-feeling: ****
Texture: **
Taste: **
Next-round appetite:

Geschaeft taetigen

Ich moechte mehr Geld verdienen. Ich werde nicht immer in diese Firma arbeiten. Ich muss eines Tages ein Geschaeft taetigen!

Ich fuehle, ich bin total verrotzt. Das muss ich machen wenn ich das tun will.

Kuchen machen

Ich moechte wirklich einen koestlichen Kuchen machen. Also letztes Wochenende mache ich mit meine Mutter zusammen wenige Brote machen. Als erster Schritt mache ich natuerlich ein sehr schlectes Brot. Aber das macht mir viel Spass, ich werde naechstes Wochenende wieder das Brot machen.

Mein Traum wird nicht Tod!

House

Tonight I ate with my best ex-colleague again. He came here again not because of my free dinner, he just bought a house near my factory so that he had to come over there for decoration.

He bought this house 6 months before he got fired. He can't afford the payment at this moment so everything need to pay by his father. He can return the money only if he can get a new job. Pity him...

After dinner I went with him and visited the new house. There is just beside MTR station and there has a big garden around it. It can provide a quiet environment but convenient transportation. His flat is in 33 floor, 750 feet. Very big and relax to me. I really love the balcony. Because it is in 33 floor, the view is really nice and the air is really fresh...

I really really love to have this kind of house for myself. I can't suffer my family still have to pay for rental every single month but which is not belonged to ourselves! I can't suffer a 27 year old guy still can't have his own house! I can't suffer the housing in Hong kong is much more expensive than in China! I can't suffer why people can easily buy a super high class house in Hong kong but as if this is a impossible mission for me even just a tiny cage! What the FFF!!!

Mr. Bread

Today is the first day I made bread by myself. Look easy but make hard.

From powder to bread, I am the person to host the process. Not only monitor the process but also working with action. Everything is a beginning.

My mom and I just follow the recipe exactly but how come still taste like a piece of shit!? Is the writer makes a big mistake? Or is the writer just bullshit? Or is the writer don't really how to bake? Or is the publisher missed something to print out? Or is my reading skill problem?

Nobody know what is going on yet. But I know my practise must go on.

Appearance: **

Smell: *

Hand-feeling: **

Texture: *

Taste: *

Next-round appetite:

Work work work

S! Saturday have to work again!

F stay in factory at Friday night again!

Getting older

For me, life is only work and work and work. Sometimes we got happiness when together with some best friends in happy hour.

I don't know this is right or wrong, but I can't suffer that my life is in schedule. Just like I was playing Mario, running from beginning to the end then move on to the next stage. I still believe that life has more than that, full of surprise and imagination.

Too much surprise and imagination so call "Dream". May be this is not good to have "Dream" when our body cannot really catch it.

Out of control

After the first round weakest link clean up, everyone is working very carefully to protect themselves. But according to chinese style, work more careful means they will sit quietly on the meeting without reporting any opinion unless someone really pointing at one of them, "You! please tell me what is your idea."

I am really frustrated about this routine action. We have tons of problems to deal with, but everyone just like playing "hide-and-seek". Once the game starts, I have to build the wall(schedule deadline), set up some trap (evidence from history), put some cheeses around (be friendly with them), bring some net and clamp (together with supervisor), to catch each of the cunning mouse. If they get caught, they will say, "Yes, I am working on it, BUT...", then the loop starts.

Lay-off occurs because we don't have enough order, we don't have enough order because we can't build it, we can't build it because we don't have enough technical support.

We don't have enough technical support, then the product can't ship on time. If the product can't ship on time, the company reputation will drop. If the company reputation drops, the company will get shrunk. If the company get shrunk, lay-off will be occurred.

If top management can't solve the root cause in R&D, I believe the second round will come shortly.

Everything is a loop, a loop from hell.

TV

Watching tv is my only activity in my room, but there always has snowing on the screen. How I can survive within this long winter!?

Chaos from the economic recession. Chaos from those stupid pretending technical experts. Chaos from those out of control facilities!

Cheeses

These days I just get addicted in cheeses. I really want to study and understand more about them.

May be I am being a mouse for a long time, that's why I feel I am enjoying about cheeses more and more. I can't remember from when I get used to put cheese onto any kind of foods if there has a chance for me to do so. Especially when I am having western or baked menu, I must order for extra cheese on top of it.

Before I don't really concern what kind of cheese I am eating, because I just taste delicious if I have it. But right now, I love to know more about them rather than just simply put it into my mouth.

"jep jep jep"

Blank brain

A lot of things happened everyday but every time when I am facing my blog I don't really know where to start. May be the things still not that important to me or nothing is important in my sense.

No dinner outside

Because of this F economic crisis, I lost my best teammate in this company. Without him, I won't try so many restaurants around my factory. Without him, my beer capacity can't be increased. Without him, I still don't know how to release my load. Without him, I don't know who I can talk with.

Work is always boring and routine, it is really hard to find another friend I can share everything with in this F company.

Good-bye my friend.

Cohesion

These days after work I really don't want to use my brain any more. I suppose to practise my German by writing German blog, but always lazy for that.

Yesterday was my last day for German course. Everything was done. Lucky it was a happy ending. Otherwise I must be piss off!

On my job I need to handle a thousand tiny things continuously. But supervisor or GM always said, "You don't have to know how it really works, you just need to make sure it really works."!? How conflict on this sentence! Just like I don't have to shit but I need to make sure I have already shit...

But anyways, I choose this road, I enjoy this road. Just a learning course in my life.

Red Alert

30mins ago after I reported everything to my supervisor, we gossip for a while about the side-effect of this F economic resession.

"This period is really frightful, one of my friend who is working as a head-hunter, his company really got zero result for last month." my supervisor said, "Oh how is Roy? I feel very sorry to him because he still got a house to pay for. By the way, just want to share an experience with you. Last time Eric asked me how was PMT department going? He did mention 2 persons, one is Lily, because she got above average salary comparing with other local senior engineer did. Another one is YOU, your salary is also high..."

No matter how much I don't care, after being critized my heart still got a shock.

He keeped continuous, "Try to grab as much as to do and try to let other people know you are the leader to host this project. I saw you always chatting on msn, I think this is one of the reason to divert your concentration. If you can not memorize too much tiny works, try to write down as a list, so you can keep in mind how many works are already done and how many works still have to follow up."

I didn't do too much fight back on his points may be because compare with other local mice I really got more advantage, at least I don't have housing burden.

But so what!? I still need these money for bigger and greater future! I think this is a good time for me to tune my spirit. I WILL fight back but not by hand or mouth, I WILL show them I lead this project and I can handle more if there has more.

OK, no more msn life life life.

Busy in pretending work

Today the biggest boss of my company got an interview from magazine. Every single floor have to be clean up, all the decorations have to set up nicely, all the samples in show room have to make up without error, all the mice have to work seriously on their work, all the follower have to follow the crew until they said, "That's it."

Of course little Hong Kong mouse does the same as other little mouse does, run faster but humbly, dress a bit messy but cleanly, work seriously but just pretending.

Busy in pretending work.

Die Pruefung bestehen

Ich bin zufrieden um die Start Deutsch 2 Pruefung zu bestehen!

Gott sei Dank!

炒炒炒...炒到o黎

2 weeks ago, my factory just fired 1 R&D supervisor and 1 clerk.

1 week ago, my company headquarter just fired 1 from I.T., 1 from marketing and 1 from unknown department.

Today I just heard that my factory will fire few more staffs from R&D. "few" not just one...

Finally I can feel pressure from the world economic recession. Everyone tries to work more than usual, tries to stay calm and accept other people suggestions, tries to think more how to make things better, tries to show off how much work they have done every single day...

But of course there are still some people just stay the same enjoying their own world. Reading magazines and novel, waiting for the golden number 1200 and 1700.

This is really a good time to inspire our potential inside, I can tell that some people are even more mess up during high pressure, some people no matter how hard they try to do the performance is still not surprise, some people can stay calm with work calm then everything done...

Theories we can tell ton of them, but how many people really can match the idea with the real world? How many people can observe the chaos andconclude a solution to recover it? Life is simple, "Think and go", just depend on how fast you run in this loop.

Good luck everyone.

開張大吉

All the best to ourselves.

I need as much as experience to approach my goal. I don't mind if it is just the beginning but I mind if we don't put 100% effort on it.