Red Alert

30mins ago after I reported everything to my supervisor, we gossip for a while about the side-effect of this F economic resession.

"This period is really frightful, one of my friend who is working as a head-hunter, his company really got zero result for last month." my supervisor said, "Oh how is Roy? I feel very sorry to him because he still got a house to pay for. By the way, just want to share an experience with you. Last time Eric asked me how was PMT department going? He did mention 2 persons, one is Lily, because she got above average salary comparing with other local senior engineer did. Another one is YOU, your salary is also high..."

No matter how much I don't care, after being critized my heart still got a shock.

He keeped continuous, "Try to grab as much as to do and try to let other people know you are the leader to host this project. I saw you always chatting on msn, I think this is one of the reason to divert your concentration. If you can not memorize too much tiny works, try to write down as a list, so you can keep in mind how many works are already done and how many works still have to follow up."

I didn't do too much fight back on his points may be because compare with other local mice I really got more advantage, at least I don't have housing burden.

But so what!? I still need these money for bigger and greater future! I think this is a good time for me to tune my spirit. I WILL fight back but not by hand or mouth, I WILL show them I lead this project and I can handle more if there has more.

OK, no more msn life life life.