Everyone even myself always believe that we are well equipped, always think that our life experience is enough to understand other people situation, always complain that they are the worst, no one can understand them. But before you let yourselves jump into the water, did you do "warm-up"? Nowaday, the funny thing are people working but don't know what they are working for, people learning but don't know why they have to learn. They work because they want money to buy things comparing with other people around them. They learn because they want to show off with those people around them. They cannot separate greed and interest.
I heard that my fate is missing "water" element, may be that is the reason I love to swim. But swimming really can give me a separate interspace for me to think. During swimming, I will review myself what I did wrong and how I can improve myself. May be I have gained nothing from luck, so I don't believe in luck. Everytimes if the game is not related to money, the result is always equal or better than half-half. But if the game is related to money, basically I will lose. This is the reason why I need to plan my life otherwise I can't see my future according to these general data.
As I said, I am a pessimistic and coward person. I am afraid to talk if I am not familiar, I am afraid to try if I have never tried before, I am afraid to get trouble if this is not related to me, I am afraid to start a relationship if I don't really know the girl. My confidence is inadequate to make any dicision. But swimming can give me that feeling that "just do it". This is the only thing I don't have to ask myself go or not go. This is the only time to switch my position from management to toil and moil. I only have to enjoy my harmonic motion without any decision making, no ethic or materialism conflict.
From the day we swam as a sperm to hit the egg, we had no way to turn back.

1 comment:
such a "worth-to-read" blog!
nice comparison you've made.
From yr words, u r no longer a chicken-heart anymore.
Go for IT.
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