Mann im Deutschland

5:36am in Nürnberg, just completed the first day in Mars. It was quite fun and exciting. Everything was so "Euro". I can't find any other word to explain my feeling from the shortage of vocabularies. Everything looks amazing to me, it is exactly the same as fairy tales without any editing from photoshops. Castles, villages and rural markets from my child imagination just comes up in front of my eyes.

People in here are quite friendly and hard working. I can feel that most of them know what they expect to approach in life, work hard to enjoy their life more than work for money. Of course their goverment is the main issue which can provide enough margin of them to support their fundamental needs, but the core mindset to think what we really need in life cannot be educated by pure money support. This is what chinese mice need to think about it.

Back to the real world. Because too many beautiful things we need to memorize, we just kept shotting photos from the beginning of this trip, tiny chinese mouse totally forgot to carry his notebook from the plane. We just noticed that after around 6 hours when we are taking the train going to Nürnberg. Furtunately the notebook still here in München airport, so tiny careless brainless chinese mouse has to spend around 2 hours (back and forward) to München airport to get it and leave his mom alone to explore the Mars.

Everthing still on schedule but we just need some extra time to settle this case. Life is...

Time to go!

Already in airport and wait for departure. Everything is going so smooth, no accident no obstacle, as if there is an invisible hand helping from behind. But when we were checking in, there is really has a big hand helping from behind.

During check in, because we just bought cheap stand-by tickets according to our limited budget, that Lufthansa staff just informed us to wait aside until there was really an open-empty seats for us. So we had no choice and walked away silently. Suddenly a man yelled at my mom and said, "Hey, Ping jai, is that done yet?", "Hi Joei! no, we have to wait until 22:30 to see if there are some avaliable seats for us, because it is quite full..." my mom said. Then Joei just brought us and talked with the staff loudly, "Hey you! those A-C seats! Don't you remember? These are reserved for them! Have you ever paid attention on the class?", then the staff was some embarrassing and talked to my mom, "oh sorry, I am so sorry...", after few minutes hitting on the computer and she said again, "sorry, here is your tickets..."

I don't believe on God, but I hope this invisble hand would always helping me from behind of this trip. :>

Tomorrow is...

The project of "The conquest of Mars" will be launched tomorrow 2300. Air tickets, bus tickets, train tickets, Hotels, general itinerary, money, contact lens, Rayban, mini cooker and instant noodles are ready. It is just waiting God to turn the time-wheel until the time has come.

This is not a journey just about luxury things and release our stress from daily life, this is also a life journey to learn about organization, creativity and adventure capability. We are not going to and we don't want to be a mouse anymore from the bottom of our hearts, we born to be human and has to be as a human.

NTD co.

NTD co. not only means provide nothing to do but also nothing I can contribute myself to do and nothing our china mice can possibly understand how to do.

Here is not only produced "qualified" electrical products but also produces "qualified" NCD staffs. Just don't know how they sell it and which lucky company needs it.

Working in HK warehouse

It is good that I can work in HK, everything just remote control china mice via email. If I want something to work faster, I can just call them or send them an urgent email to complete it quickly. If there is something urgent to me, due to I am not in factory, I have ton of good excuses to do it later or saying that I am busy on what I am doing in warehouse.

The same situation in HK warehouse, ppl in here are thinking that I am busy on something from china and they have no direct relationship with my job, nobody care about my 2 hours lunch.

Time is flexible, pressure is unfeelable, power is expectable.

++Just a joke++

一日，老師問小明一個問題：「小明，「乳」係解細個ge意思，例如乳鴨、乳豬、乳牛等...咁你可唔可以用「乳」尼作一個句子俾我呢？」

小明諗左一陣，就話：「我個乳房太細啦....放唔落好多人架炸....」

老師抹一抹汗，就話：「可唔可以俾一個正經D呢？」

小明諗起佢屋企隔離有條水溝，就話：「我乳房隔離有條乳溝，仲好臭tim!」

老師飲一淡水，再講：「可唔可以再正經D呢？」

小明諗唔到啦...就話：「我諗爆個乳頭我都諗唔到啦！」

老師噴血而死....

A depressing day

Last night was about a birthday party for my ex-colleague best friend. We have totally 5 ppl to celebrate his birthday. Great restaurant area, great beers and conditionally acceptable foods, we end up also have a very joyful night.

Don't know is it about the situation from last night is over-ideal, once I woke up today and stepped back into the real world, I suddenly can't suffer all the sustained issues around myself. No bright career, no house, no girl friend...I always have confident that I can make it happen one day but just knew that there is still on the scratch line. All of my confident is only about arrogency, it is not realistic or I should say what I am thinking cannot ideally apply to this era.

Today I watched a show introducing a famous priest in Hong Kong. He shared a story about one time he visited India. We all know that India is a country has a wide gap between rich and poor. There is no a single improvement at all even for many decades. That priest has the same attitude as general Hong Kong people does, we always have an expectation or goal for our duties or career. Therefore, he asked the indian priest over there, "What is your expectation to work in here, you already work in here for many years but the situation is still the same, poor people still around the street, what will you do next to bring a brighter future for them?". The indian priest looked at him and said, "No, I don't have any solid plan to help them right now. I can only stay with them and bring as much as happiness to them along their life.". At that moment, the Hong Kong priest was so touching, he just realised that work or life shouldn't have ranking or grading at all, we cannot comment a person or a thing by only the reputation. A selfless helping is the best way to help those people. May be the harmony society will never be happened, but people can still have bless from them.

After knowing that I am not in the bottom line, I feel more peaceful, but at the same time, I know that I still can't run away from grading and ranking.

F cold

The weather is dropped rapidly during this week, just around 10 to 14 degree. The facility is not so well in china cage, even I closed all the windows and door, the cold atmosphere still floating around my room.

Of course I won't just sit there waiting for become ice-man. 2 thick woolen clothes already on top of my body, but the cold feeling as if a worm crawling into my body when I was just sitting there. I even try to have a hot instant noodle to gain some more warm, but after around 1 hour all the warm feeling already absorbed by the room again.

If compare only winter and summer, I will still vote for summer because I born to be.

6.0. go

Once I step into last 60 days, everything is just fine to me, no worry no angry.

Within this 60 days, there is just around 40 days hi-and-bye rountine life. I will treasure my time in here to gain and grab anything I can.

Bye F co.

Summarizing

So far everything is ready, nothing can stop what I will do from 28th Nov to 6th Dec.

I feel I am so excited about visiting this never-been-stepped landscape, not only because I can throw away all the troubles, I really hope that I can also find a effective way to throw away all of my negative habits. I hope I can really find something new to develop myself.

GD hairfall again

Don't know is it about my sleeping quality or working pressure or internal healthy problem, GD hairfall is coming again. It makes me really upset.

5 months ago I did try one brand of medicine for 3 months and the result was quite good. Even though it was not immediately growing back as grasses, no more hairfall I could see within 3 months. I thought everything would be fine but unfortunately hairfall seems love me so much, he doesn't want to leave me alone. Therefore, I tired that medicine again last month and told him I don't really like him though. But don't know why this time cannot stop him, keep make me fall more and more.

I just know that the mattress and the pillow in China is not quite good, can't provide a soft sweet night for me at all. I know there is no way to improve it, leave this chaos ASAP is a reasonable way.

Working face

This is the face when I have to work work work again...

++Just a joke++

小明放學回家跟媽媽說:「媽，我今天跟英語老師做愛了」

媽媽:「ＷＨＡＴ！？」「你等爸爸回來跟他說清楚」

晚飯時間, 小明:「爸，我今天跟英語老師做愛了」

爸爸:「小明，你長大了，（流淚），明天假日讓爸買輛單車給你作禮物」

小明:「謝謝爸，但我可以改要足球嗎，現在我的屁股好痛」

Friday Fineday

Another Friday. Mouse will always be smile from the bottom of his little heart when Friday is coming. All the complaints or arguements will be disappeared. Everything just fine, it is fineday.

Problems not only disappear mentally, mouse will try his best to avoid problems physically as welll. He will keep running around the big cage pretending searching, monitoring or whatever to escape the direct command from the above. No direct command so rest of the problem is not his problem, this is a nice trick assimilated by china mouse.

Just release a boom

We have one set of products just passed by customer QA, I can see that the tension from everyone's face is disappeared as if a big fart can finally come out. We all know the truth that we just pass those potentially bad products out of our door but the problems still haven't solved. No body like to deal with this problem or I should say no body have enough knowledge and patience to work on it anymore, people are just passing the shit to the next person but don't realize that some shit already left on their palm.

Management level always believes that money is equal to success. Mass of manpower and money can solve any problems. labour level always thinks that they are not suppose to solve the problem because their salary boundary is not covered. This is always the weakness from Hong Kong style factory. They can never generate a cohesion from inside the core therefore no dream can become true. People have never tried their best to work, but only work the same workload as the optimum point from their brain. I agree that we don't have the honor for the company but how we spend the spare time is always control by ourselves. Smoking around or playing pool or expanding the arrogance are never the best way to kill our time. Unfortunately, big mouse have never seen this point because the expanding arrogance is covering their eye.

Potentially bad products spreads to the world is just nothing to me because I would never buy it. But I am so disappointed that the company is not only produced shit products but also addicted to keep shit characteristic people around to become a big shit. I feel shame that I be one of them which can never be washed in my history.

Of course different people has different judgement of shit. Some people think shit is about lost or fail, but the meaning of shit to me is about laziness, illogical and arrogance which can never have a positive production.

Sleep marathon

My new record for sleep marathon is 12 hours. Unbelievable!

Don't really know is it just because of the long distance travel or I am already get used to explode my whole week tiredness into one day, I always cannot concentrate on work or study on Monday.

I can feel that my body is totally relax and heart beat is going slow as well during sleeping. Because once I have got a little bit consciousness, I can hear my heart beat go faster and stronger, all the blood vessel are filling up again with warm blood, brain is being refreshed without obstacle when thinking. But the side-effect is I need time to run my new body, just like we cannot run too fast immediately after we shit a lot.

One of the reason may be about the weather too, now is getting cold, may be I need a hibernation as a snake...