Saturday, November 21, 2009

A depressing day

Last night was about a birthday party for my ex-colleague best friend. We have totally 5 ppl to celebrate his birthday. Great restaurant area, great beers and conditionally acceptable foods, we end up also have a very joyful night.

Don't know is it about the situation from last night is over-ideal, once I woke up today and stepped back into the real world, I suddenly can't suffer all the sustained issues around myself. No bright career, no house, no girl friend...I always have confident that I can make it happen one day but just knew that there is still on the scratch line. All of my confident is only about arrogency, it is not realistic or I should say what I am thinking cannot ideally apply to this era.

Today I watched a show introducing a famous priest in Hong Kong. He shared a story about one time he visited India. We all know that India is a country has a wide gap between rich and poor. There is no a single improvement at all even for many decades. That priest has the same attitude as general Hong Kong people does, we always have an expectation or goal for our duties or career. Therefore, he asked the indian priest over there, "What is your expectation to work in here, you already work in here for many years but the situation is still the same, poor people still around the street, what will you do next to bring a brighter future for them?". The indian priest looked at him and said, "No, I don't have any solid plan to help them right now. I can only stay with them and bring as much as happiness to them along their life.". At that moment, the Hong Kong priest was so touching, he just realised that work or life shouldn't have ranking or grading at all, we cannot comment a person or a thing by only the reputation. A selfless helping is the best way to help those people. May be the harmony society will never be happened, but people can still have bless from them.

After knowing that I am not in the bottom line, I feel more peaceful, but at the same time, I know that I still can't run away from grading and ranking.

2 comments:

mukdaphan said...

At the age of 28, we should have a standing point for life. Not mention only rich or poor. But we must find happeace for life, in each way.

I wish to see my solely nephew having his happeace life.

Plz Plz Plz

Life is our own, please do not let others influence on u.

Anonymous said...

unleash ur dissatisfaction through destory and destruction... let others to suffer ur influence insteads... pick ur tools