Thursday, December 24, 2009

X'mas eve

Love is always just a jackpot for me which is hard to get. Too many contrains from my limited condition. I still cannot integrate my mind to adapt the situation. Too much care about my needs at the end just become no one would like to care about my needs.

The whole educational system tells us that we need to remember all the right and wrong rationally as a data to avoid any mistake in the future. It already seals in my mind. Every human being in my mind is just a project, everything would go though the same standard procedure for evaluation. No exception, no excuse. It would save a lot of time on project management. So what I did wrong?

I want to be fair for everyone, I don't want people have any regret in the future. I understand human relationship is not the same as business. I understand human relationship needs honesty and trust. But I think nowaday people they get used to see a fuzzy attractive decoration before they open the box more than just simply hand in the present by our 2 palms.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Well, we r living in a cruel world-survival of the fittest... so somehow u cant just keep everythg in balance(ideally)... u need to learn to let go sometimes and u got to be more curel, heartless, coldblooded for survival...

start ur new life in this xmas eve then....

mukdaphan said...

oh oh

Life is not a settled project. Each and every minute of our day is like a brick to add up our future house.

ca ca said...

actually sometimes we really don't have answer for everything. that's life. even if you haven't done anything wrong, you can still got something very negative in return. honesty? what is it?