Today is the most depressing day, seems all the dreams are just floating around me but cannot be touched. I don't know what is wrong inside myself, I am totally lost... Too many nervous, negative, calculation, comparison on my every single move.
Sometimes I just want to ask for opinion from other people, what they are talking about just like an agent, just keep saying pros and cons end up with the most safe solution, "Let try to learn this first before you move on..."
MAN! 29 year old no income, no business, no house, no gf people can't do shit anymore. I feel so lonely, not just about gf relationship, seems really no one really understand me or wanna solve the problem together with me. Family creates a lot of obstacles to me, as if everything is not worth to try, this is totally the same case why my dad had no society experience at all because no one allow him to take risk and no one dare to take the risk from him. No doubt that he has no hobbies, no interest, no fds, no experience now, because the people just keep saying, "don't go out, don't even think that you can handle this job." So he can't definitely handle his life now.
This is what you did to him and don't try to sympathize him now because this is what you want him to be...
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Such a desperate moon man.
I have bad experience with fast-making decision on the business.
So I just dont want you to be the second.
Yours is _ fast and no preparation if u talk about the towel one...
if u dont trust ur partner or test ur partner day by day, u never know what is going to be in the decision day.
if u still thinking that way, u will be the next cooking mama
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