2 days before 2011

So after the first meet I had no feeling at all, everything was normal to me, kept reading books and cursing the world as usual. My friend even asked me, “don't you feel boring in your life?”, I said, “No, thanks.” But end up I was being convinced and dated her for few couple times. Because I was still working in F China, “few couple times” was already a few couple weeks. It took a long time to know each other. The longer I met her, the more difficult to stay with her, because I can't stand for a person living without a correct expectation and only enjoy their own world to do what they want to do. The Garden of Eden is only happened when you are Lee-ka-Shing. Once you realized that you are not his son, then you have to grab a weapon to fight.

No doubt that we had argued in the meantime. Most of the time I was keep criticizing her habit and decision when we were hanging out, I had never showed any respect, patience and gentleman to her at the very beginning. I knew that she must be very unhappy and disappointed; this was totally not what supposed to be between boyfriend and girlfriend. I totally understand even that this moment, “I want you hate me forever rather than I regret I didn't tell you something you did wrong”.

I think there were more than 10 times we did argue about the same topic over mid night, and also I was thinking about to stop this relationship because of this problem. But don't know why every time we had argued we still can forget the unhappiness from yesterday and come out on the next day. I believe both of us really want to continue this relationship and both of us are trying the best to change to adapt for the other. If you ask me why we are still being together, my answer is R-E-S-P-E-C-T. We both insist the right to take care and protect this babe relationship.