30 plus one

30 is a critical number for every human being. I can't believe I stepped into it one year already. I feel I am still young. Young is about my skill and knowledge are still not mature enough understand the world. Young is about my strength is not strong enough to protect my important things and person. Young is about my brain is not capable to bear any new challenges from the world. But life must move on, Sing Man has to work on...

I had a very normal day to celebrate my destined 29th of May. Because I got 3 rotation leaves from my hard weekend work, I decided to spend one day on my birthday. Actually I didn't have plan today so I just found a way to take some rest at home and swam in the morning. I found when people grow up, a free day as if becomes a treasure day for me. It gave me a reason to leave all the work behind. It gave me a reason to do what I want to do in my heart by never tired before. It gave me a reason to say or to swear who I want to thank for and who I want to curse for. Within this systematic and logical world, everything need a reason...

In the afternoon I met my friend, Son, who hardly have time to meet me. He is younger than me but what he had done was 2 steps ahead on me. He is not only my best friend, he is also someone husband and someone father. Therefore we shared a lot of experience about this cruel life and beautiful life. If we can't hold the right direction, I think we already get lost or being mental illness between this black and white.

After that meaningful tea time, this is the moment to find my beautiful princess downstair her office. Seems the important character has been swapped why a birthday guy has to accept this not reasonable command, but birthday guy still could get awarded from princess anyways which were a very nice toy figure, a home made birthday cake and a super heavy NIKE bag. I didn't know if it was a treasure or burden but of course I still returned a smile and big THANK YOU to her. We reserved a table for Japanese buffet, it tasted really not bad with reasonable price. It made me to consider to visit again :P:P

The buffet only lasted for 1.5hours and as a warrior we of course fought until the last minute. We hold the exploded belly with a li-ttle bit space walked slowly away from the restaurant and looking for a place to finish that hand made birthday cake. Although it was not taste too good but it looked quite funny. It was a Teddy-bear-face rolled cake with cream. I put a candle onto his nose-hold and made big wish, I hope every wish I made will come true.

Actually I am still getting lost and floating around on this cruel world, hard to survive, hard to find myself. I hope it can be much much better on my coming years...