Last day of 2009

Today is the F last day of 2009, I think bad things is more than good things within this year, but I think the most important thing is how I handle these cases. I can say that thank you so much to God and those F ppl to share bad things to me, I think I did learn a lot during this F year.

Thank you so much for those ppl who still staying with me during my uncontrollable temper. I am a straight, emotional, stubborn, arrogant and boring person. I am not easy to be convinced. Therefore a lot of arguments happened during conversation, especially with family and best friends. All what I did is just followed one rule, "Sorriness is no more than give up". I object because I want to give the best, I ignore because I have no hope anymore.

But honestly, I don't really want to suffer bad again, I want to have a positive mind to enjoy my beautiful 2010.

2 days sick without leave

A real sick for 2 days are really suffered, especially I still have to sit on my chair to deal with some meaningless task for F co. The weather around these days are really horrible chill and moist all the time, the same situation as I was in Zuerich. The difference is Zuerich has F beautiful scene for me to heal my mind but here is only some dirty machines and cold documents for me to handle.

The world is moving, the time is flying, my heart is leaving. The complement of my sick leave would be on next Monday which approved by myself. Sick without leave but leave without sick...

Funny world

據美國《國家地理》雜志報道，海洋動物門類繁多，各門類的形態結構和生理特點可以有很大差異，以下是八大多彩多姿的奇特海洋動物。

1、雀尾螳螂蝦



印度尼西亞巴里島的水域是這種鮮為人知的生物——雀尾螳螂蝦（Odontodactylus scyllarus）的棲息地。本種蝦體色褐綠，身上布滿白色橫紋，胸前大螯鉤有很大的彈出力量，能在瞬間揮動它那棍子般的前螯砸向獵物。最新研究顯示，雀尾螳螂蝦的視覺有獨特之處：它能夠看到其他動物所無法看到的“另一個世界”。螳螂蝦具有第四種類型的視覺系統，擁有能夠察覺圓偏振光的能力，通過這種視覺系統可秘密地進行交流溝通。

2、意大利面蟲



意大利面蟲也叫做扁蟄蟲和水母蟲，此蟲如其名，將觸須伸向四周捕獲食物。

3、硬鱗魚



這種魚分布于西大西洋──從加拿大與美國麻薩諸塞州到巴西。其身上與尾柄呈黑色，上面點綴有很多的白色小斑點。它們喜愛獨居或形成小群魚群，吃海底上各式各樣的無脊椎動物例如軟件動物、甲殼動物、海綿和蠕蟲, 它們朋嘴巴裡吹出水來，以顯露這些可口的獵物。

4、海蛞蝓



這種海蛞蝓彎曲著它們的身體來遊泳，其身長可達15釐米。它們沒有貝殼，但其鮮豔的顏色可以警告其他動物它們是很危險的。這是因為它們常以腔腸動物為食，從而在皮膚內儲存了許多來自獵物的刺細胞。當它們被其他動物吃掉後，刺細胞就會進入它們的體內，並引起刺痛。

5、衝繩磨蝦虎魚



蝦虎魚以浮遊動物為食物，其攝食行為是由停棲點衝出，捕食後立即遊回原點。它們是連續變性動物，可以在雄性和雌性之間來回變換。它們棲息于清澈的沿岸珊瑚礁區，可分布到30米深。

6、袖扣海兔螺



一只袖扣海兔螺(Cyphoma gibbosum)呆在大特克島水域中一只海扇上正在進食。這些食肉軟體動物在它們身後留下一道死珊瑚組織的醒目痕蹟。其貝殼中型，殼厚，形狀由紡綞形到球狀，以腔腸動物為食。

7、海蛞蝓正在吞噬被囊動物



海蛞蝓(Nudibranch)又稱海兔子，屬裸腮類。是甲殼類軟體動物家族中的一個成員。在弱肉強食自然界裡，身體柔軟的海蛞蝓很容易受到侵害。它們利用形態各異，顏色鮮豔的“迷彩服”保護自己，以豔麗顏色警告其他生物。海蛞蝓是雌雄同體的，身上有雌雄兩種性器官,能同時制造精子及卵子。交配時，一對後鰓動物會互相貼近對方的右邊，然後交換精子。受精後，它們會以黏液把卵子黏附在一起，然後把它們固著在堅硬的岩石表面，形成一條如卷曲絲帶狀的卵子束。受精卵經2-3個月後發育成成體。

8、豆丁海馬



豆丁海馬（侏儒海馬）因其迷你的體型而得名。它們一般具有鮮豔的體色，可以很好的隱藏于珊瑚之中。豆丁海馬大多生長于西太平洋一帶的珊瑚區內，成魚都不會超過2.5 釐米。由于其體型極之細小，偽裝本能亦十分強，一般潛水員都很難察覺到它的存在。

X'mas eve

Love is always just a jackpot for me which is hard to get. Too many contrains from my limited condition. I still cannot integrate my mind to adapt the situation. Too much care about my needs at the end just become no one would like to care about my needs.

The whole educational system tells us that we need to remember all the right and wrong rationally as a data to avoid any mistake in the future. It already seals in my mind. Every human being in my mind is just a project, everything would go though the same standard procedure for evaluation. No exception, no excuse. It would save a lot of time on project management. So what I did wrong?

I want to be fair for everyone, I don't want people have any regret in the future. I understand human relationship is not the same as business. I understand human relationship needs honesty and trust. But I think nowaday people they get used to see a fuzzy attractive decoration before they open the box more than just simply hand in the present by our 2 palms.

X'mas is still far away

X'mas is coming and also coming fast, everything is going smooth... suppose...

Dawn is just about in front of me and I am also moving forward to it. But suddenly all the pictures change up-side-down, no matter how fast I run, I am still in the same position. Finally I just realised that this is not about how short my legs are, this is about dawn is moving away, moving away to the opposite direction from my back. What I have seen before is just an illusion...

Life is...

Life should be happy for every single moment. Why life is so complicated for me?

Sometimes when I was too care about people feeling, I try to think as much possibilities as possible to guess what they think, but end up that is just about what I think. Totally what people need...

When you want to have a high mark in exam, you can study and do excerises to get closer to the goal, but what I can do if I like to get closer to a girl?

I know this is what I need but you never know I, myself, is it what she needs...

3.0. go

Finally there is only left 30days and around 22days hi-and-bye attitude. After the no bonus big shock there is 100% no regret for this action. A company without heart, mercy, technical support and working spirit can never be sucess and never be the first choice for good mouse to stay.

Keep doing your low tech no future co. then.

No Bonus

F co. dares to not release bonus for little honest hard-working china mouse even they have an overall 15% increment from the whole co. The reason for us is that our subsidiary got a bad result last year!

Big boss don't even know how important the bonuses are for little mice but only just playing our honesty around as they playing around those numbers. As if we are just a little cold emotionless non-stop tool to help them to fulfill their endless greed on money.

The chain-reacting of no bonus is not only about to lost morale from certain period, but also lost experienced staffs for their long term businesses. I will curse to God that they will never have a good future from such a stupid move. One day you treat us as a stranger, some day you will be treat as a stranger as well.

Monday Mouse

Monday is a day always lack of energy to work. Can't focus on articles, can't discuss fluently with colleagues and can't walk fast around offices. Brain always can't function at all. The action and reaction just followed by subconscious and experience.

A mouse don't know about "Tai Chi" but working as "Tai Chi" master, using the minimum energy to destory the biggest problems or transfer it to other areas. The main purpose is not created the biggest benefit to company but only created the biggest free time for Monday mouse to recover.

Co. X'mas party

Already stayed in this F co. for 2 years, this is the second time I join the X'mas party here. I STILL remember the scene from last year X'mas party that most of the chinese HK staffs also got X'mas presents even some people just got 3 pairs of X'mas socks, BUT little hard working honest young HK mouse got NOTHING. What a shame. I hope I can have some luck for this year. GOD BLESS ME>>>

Back to normal

Life is liked everyday we go shit. We will try whatever we can to complete this task. We love to have a facile discontinued big dump instead of snatchy sticky dump, we will control ourselve to have as much as vegetable. We are excited about the moment it cracks, we will stop doing anything and just concentrate on one point. Sometimes we may have difficulties and challengings, we still feel comfortable once the thing slipping out. There are thousand of stimulations coming up between few seconds. After all the long hot stories gone, we will head-up a little bit and sign to enjoy the moment of success and miss the moment just pass.

After a while when we find consciousness, we know that we have to put on the trouser and back to our normal life and do whatever we have to do again.

Sich darauf vorbereiten nach Hong Kong zu gehen

7:48am in Frankfurt airport again, but this time is going to say "Auf wiedersehen" to Mars. The journey is almost done and there is only have around 9 hours to get into flight. Times for a project engineer is an important factor, therefore we will go visit the city again to enjoy more the culture in here, to breath more the fresh air in here, to capture more the beautiful scene in here, to shop more souvenirs for friends and especially for myself.

Before we had this peaceful ending, there was a little accident as well. I don't know what was the problem on the F hotel search engine, I was 100% sure that I did type in "Frankfurt" as my keyword and I picked the cheapest one on the list as usual. So in the last day last minute when I arrived Frankfurt and ask somebody where was it, people said this F hotel was in "Mannheim" far away from Frankfurt around 100km. As I only have a limited knowledge on the Germany geography, of course I don't really care about Frankfurt or Mannheim on the address, I trust what the F hotel search engine provides to me. Luckily, the hotel "Mercure" had a branch in Frankfurt airport also, and more lucky that we could refund the hotel that I booked in Mannheim and offered a room for us overthere with breakfast. Right now when I think about it again, this may not only about luck, this is may be about he saw the reservation made by "Lufthansa host".

By the way, the breakfast in this Mercure airport hotel was so F delicious. all the sausages, bacons, scramble eggs, cheeses, vegetables, hams and breads were all just in the right texture and temperature. As a not greedy mouse also can't reject this temptation, so a greedy mouse ate totally 3 dishes and graped some packed sausages back to Hong Kong as well.

Gehen wir am Straßburg

12:15am in Frankfurt airport. We are waiting for a bus to another city calls Straßburg which is located in the boundary between Germany and France, so the culture and structure over there should have a fusion with these 2 countries as well. Due to the buy-1-get-1-free attitude, this is a big reason for a poor mouse to pick this city because we can enjoy 2 different things together at once.

About the time in Zürich, everything was so amazing, especially for the Jungfraujoch! Which is so unbelievable beautiful. I have got tons of my pictures but still can't represent the scene over there. A long way to go to the top along with huge christmas-trees, tons of huge christmas-trees covered the whole mountain, also there was many of huge mountains were covered by a stretch to the horizon of snow. You can imagine how big of the power of nature is. At that moment, I really think that I am such a happy little mouse.

We stayed in Jungfraujoch just around 2 hours but we felt so tired and exhausted already. May be because this is the top of Europe and 3454 meters high, we breathed deeper and longer when we were running or stepping up. For sure the weather was so cold outside and kind of windy sometimes, therefore we can only stay there for only 10 to 15mins then we must go back to the room to warm ourselves. Although there was a big challange for us to stay outside, we still kept going and going to capture the view again and again, because it's absoluately beautiful.

Auf nach Jungfraujoch

6:42am in Interlaken. We just went though the most difficult time on this trip. Around 30 hours without shower, just keep walking around on the street and slept on the train or train station. Due to the F train schedule problem, we need to move ourselves from München at 9:00pm to Innsbruck at 11:00pm and then wait in F Innsbruck station for 4 hours and then take the F train from Innsbruck at 3:00am to Zürich at 7:00am! It was a disaster! We all are totally out of batteries at that moment, we were just fall asleep on that F bumping second-class night train and almost forgot to get off the train when we were going to Innsbruck.

Zürich is really a beautiful, clean and organized old-world city. Everywhere are so traditional. I think the difference between München and Zürich is München like to keep all things from original without redecorating, but Zürich is trying to keep things new forever. All the walls from any building look new, white is pure white, brown is pure brown. If I can sit in a helicopter and take a photo of Zürich from the sky, I think it would just look like a tiny little toy model.

After that 30 hours disaster, we have already fully charged after a 10 hours sleep in Interlaken's hotel. Everything is ready, just used my lost-and-found company notebook to check all things and memorized down all the unforgetable adventure. Life must go on, journey must go on as well.

Mann im Deutschland

5:36am in Nürnberg, just completed the first day in Mars. It was quite fun and exciting. Everything was so "Euro". I can't find any other word to explain my feeling from the shortage of vocabularies. Everything looks amazing to me, it is exactly the same as fairy tales without any editing from photoshops. Castles, villages and rural markets from my child imagination just comes up in front of my eyes.

People in here are quite friendly and hard working. I can feel that most of them know what they expect to approach in life, work hard to enjoy their life more than work for money. Of course their goverment is the main issue which can provide enough margin of them to support their fundamental needs, but the core mindset to think what we really need in life cannot be educated by pure money support. This is what chinese mice need to think about it.

Back to the real world. Because too many beautiful things we need to memorize, we just kept shotting photos from the beginning of this trip, tiny chinese mouse totally forgot to carry his notebook from the plane. We just noticed that after around 6 hours when we are taking the train going to Nürnberg. Furtunately the notebook still here in München airport, so tiny careless brainless chinese mouse has to spend around 2 hours (back and forward) to München airport to get it and leave his mom alone to explore the Mars.

Everthing still on schedule but we just need some extra time to settle this case. Life is...

Time to go!

Already in airport and wait for departure. Everything is going so smooth, no accident no obstacle, as if there is an invisible hand helping from behind. But when we were checking in, there is really has a big hand helping from behind.

During check in, because we just bought cheap stand-by tickets according to our limited budget, that Lufthansa staff just informed us to wait aside until there was really an open-empty seats for us. So we had no choice and walked away silently. Suddenly a man yelled at my mom and said, "Hey, Ping jai, is that done yet?", "Hi Joei! no, we have to wait until 22:30 to see if there are some avaliable seats for us, because it is quite full..." my mom said. Then Joei just brought us and talked with the staff loudly, "Hey you! those A-C seats! Don't you remember? These are reserved for them! Have you ever paid attention on the class?", then the staff was some embarrassing and talked to my mom, "oh sorry, I am so sorry...", after few minutes hitting on the computer and she said again, "sorry, here is your tickets..."

I don't believe on God, but I hope this invisble hand would always helping me from behind of this trip. :>

Tomorrow is...

The project of "The conquest of Mars" will be launched tomorrow 2300. Air tickets, bus tickets, train tickets, Hotels, general itinerary, money, contact lens, Rayban, mini cooker and instant noodles are ready. It is just waiting God to turn the time-wheel until the time has come.

This is not a journey just about luxury things and release our stress from daily life, this is also a life journey to learn about organization, creativity and adventure capability. We are not going to and we don't want to be a mouse anymore from the bottom of our hearts, we born to be human and has to be as a human.

NTD co.

NTD co. not only means provide nothing to do but also nothing I can contribute myself to do and nothing our china mice can possibly understand how to do.

Here is not only produced "qualified" electrical products but also produces "qualified" NCD staffs. Just don't know how they sell it and which lucky company needs it.

Working in HK warehouse

It is good that I can work in HK, everything just remote control china mice via email. If I want something to work faster, I can just call them or send them an urgent email to complete it quickly. If there is something urgent to me, due to I am not in factory, I have ton of good excuses to do it later or saying that I am busy on what I am doing in warehouse.

The same situation in HK warehouse, ppl in here are thinking that I am busy on something from china and they have no direct relationship with my job, nobody care about my 2 hours lunch.

Time is flexible, pressure is unfeelable, power is expectable.

++Just a joke++

一日，老師問小明一個問題：「小明，「乳」係解細個ge意思，例如乳鴨、乳豬、乳牛等...咁你可唔可以用「乳」尼作一個句子俾我呢？」

小明諗左一陣，就話：「我個乳房太細啦....放唔落好多人架炸....」

老師抹一抹汗，就話：「可唔可以俾一個正經D呢？」

小明諗起佢屋企隔離有條水溝，就話：「我乳房隔離有條乳溝，仲好臭tim!」

老師飲一淡水，再講：「可唔可以再正經D呢？」

小明諗唔到啦...就話：「我諗爆個乳頭我都諗唔到啦！」

老師噴血而死....

A depressing day

Last night was about a birthday party for my ex-colleague best friend. We have totally 5 ppl to celebrate his birthday. Great restaurant area, great beers and conditionally acceptable foods, we end up also have a very joyful night.

Don't know is it about the situation from last night is over-ideal, once I woke up today and stepped back into the real world, I suddenly can't suffer all the sustained issues around myself. No bright career, no house, no girl friend...I always have confident that I can make it happen one day but just knew that there is still on the scratch line. All of my confident is only about arrogency, it is not realistic or I should say what I am thinking cannot ideally apply to this era.

Today I watched a show introducing a famous priest in Hong Kong. He shared a story about one time he visited India. We all know that India is a country has a wide gap between rich and poor. There is no a single improvement at all even for many decades. That priest has the same attitude as general Hong Kong people does, we always have an expectation or goal for our duties or career. Therefore, he asked the indian priest over there, "What is your expectation to work in here, you already work in here for many years but the situation is still the same, poor people still around the street, what will you do next to bring a brighter future for them?". The indian priest looked at him and said, "No, I don't have any solid plan to help them right now. I can only stay with them and bring as much as happiness to them along their life.". At that moment, the Hong Kong priest was so touching, he just realised that work or life shouldn't have ranking or grading at all, we cannot comment a person or a thing by only the reputation. A selfless helping is the best way to help those people. May be the harmony society will never be happened, but people can still have bless from them.

After knowing that I am not in the bottom line, I feel more peaceful, but at the same time, I know that I still can't run away from grading and ranking.

F cold

The weather is dropped rapidly during this week, just around 10 to 14 degree. The facility is not so well in china cage, even I closed all the windows and door, the cold atmosphere still floating around my room.

Of course I won't just sit there waiting for become ice-man. 2 thick woolen clothes already on top of my body, but the cold feeling as if a worm crawling into my body when I was just sitting there. I even try to have a hot instant noodle to gain some more warm, but after around 1 hour all the warm feeling already absorbed by the room again.

If compare only winter and summer, I will still vote for summer because I born to be.

6.0. go

Once I step into last 60 days, everything is just fine to me, no worry no angry.

Within this 60 days, there is just around 40 days hi-and-bye rountine life. I will treasure my time in here to gain and grab anything I can.

Bye F co.

Summarizing

So far everything is ready, nothing can stop what I will do from 28th Nov to 6th Dec.

I feel I am so excited about visiting this never-been-stepped landscape, not only because I can throw away all the troubles, I really hope that I can also find a effective way to throw away all of my negative habits. I hope I can really find something new to develop myself.

GD hairfall again

Don't know is it about my sleeping quality or working pressure or internal healthy problem, GD hairfall is coming again. It makes me really upset.

5 months ago I did try one brand of medicine for 3 months and the result was quite good. Even though it was not immediately growing back as grasses, no more hairfall I could see within 3 months. I thought everything would be fine but unfortunately hairfall seems love me so much, he doesn't want to leave me alone. Therefore, I tired that medicine again last month and told him I don't really like him though. But don't know why this time cannot stop him, keep make me fall more and more.

I just know that the mattress and the pillow in China is not quite good, can't provide a soft sweet night for me at all. I know there is no way to improve it, leave this chaos ASAP is a reasonable way.

Working face

This is the face when I have to work work work again...

++Just a joke++

小明放學回家跟媽媽說:「媽，我今天跟英語老師做愛了」

媽媽:「ＷＨＡＴ！？」「你等爸爸回來跟他說清楚」

晚飯時間, 小明:「爸，我今天跟英語老師做愛了」

爸爸:「小明，你長大了，（流淚），明天假日讓爸買輛單車給你作禮物」

小明:「謝謝爸，但我可以改要足球嗎，現在我的屁股好痛」

Friday Fineday

Another Friday. Mouse will always be smile from the bottom of his little heart when Friday is coming. All the complaints or arguements will be disappeared. Everything just fine, it is fineday.

Problems not only disappear mentally, mouse will try his best to avoid problems physically as welll. He will keep running around the big cage pretending searching, monitoring or whatever to escape the direct command from the above. No direct command so rest of the problem is not his problem, this is a nice trick assimilated by china mouse.

Just release a boom

We have one set of products just passed by customer QA, I can see that the tension from everyone's face is disappeared as if a big fart can finally come out. We all know the truth that we just pass those potentially bad products out of our door but the problems still haven't solved. No body like to deal with this problem or I should say no body have enough knowledge and patience to work on it anymore, people are just passing the shit to the next person but don't realize that some shit already left on their palm.

Management level always believes that money is equal to success. Mass of manpower and money can solve any problems. labour level always thinks that they are not suppose to solve the problem because their salary boundary is not covered. This is always the weakness from Hong Kong style factory. They can never generate a cohesion from inside the core therefore no dream can become true. People have never tried their best to work, but only work the same workload as the optimum point from their brain. I agree that we don't have the honor for the company but how we spend the spare time is always control by ourselves. Smoking around or playing pool or expanding the arrogance are never the best way to kill our time. Unfortunately, big mouse have never seen this point because the expanding arrogance is covering their eye.

Potentially bad products spreads to the world is just nothing to me because I would never buy it. But I am so disappointed that the company is not only produced shit products but also addicted to keep shit characteristic people around to become a big shit. I feel shame that I be one of them which can never be washed in my history.

Of course different people has different judgement of shit. Some people think shit is about lost or fail, but the meaning of shit to me is about laziness, illogical and arrogance which can never have a positive production.

Sleep marathon

My new record for sleep marathon is 12 hours. Unbelievable!

Don't really know is it just because of the long distance travel or I am already get used to explode my whole week tiredness into one day, I always cannot concentrate on work or study on Monday.

I can feel that my body is totally relax and heart beat is going slow as well during sleeping. Because once I have got a little bit consciousness, I can hear my heart beat go faster and stronger, all the blood vessel are filling up again with warm blood, brain is being refreshed without obstacle when thinking. But the side-effect is I need time to run my new body, just like we cannot run too fast immediately after we shit a lot.

One of the reason may be about the weather too, now is getting cold, may be I need a hibernation as a snake...

Finalizing

Thank you so much about my mom's colleagues, we have settled down the itinerary of "The conquest of Mars".

What I am going to do right now is practising my Deutsch and search my travel magazines about these cities.

Body in SZ, soul in HK

After 4 days work is Friday again. I am totally disappointed in here and would like to leave ASAP. My feet has been locked by the company policy and I can't run away from this invisible cage. But my soul has already been freed from curse and fly away from hell.

Bye F co. Keep wasting your effort and money and time on those trustless and materialist people.

Business is business

Sometime, when we receive a task from boss about to organize a project, including a lot of analyzing and discussing to optimum the profit and lost. We may spend unlimited time to find the optimum point or somehow still can't be find. But from the boss point of view, no matter how hard we work on it or how success of the output, we just worth a word of "Thank you" or "Thank you so much". But when we delay the schedule or mess up a deal, a ton of judgments will coming up as if you are a kinderganten student.

No matter where we work, we also just work for ourselves. All the same algorithm if we can survive in the office environment, why don't we apply it into a bigger platform to gain an unlimited credit?

Sick without leave

Kind of sick this weekend, whole day running at the nose and sneezing. Ate some pills when I was home and went out afterward for some courses. Don't really want to waste my treasure second in Hong Kong.

I can apply sick leave for my company work, but I can't request for a rest for my life wheel...

Friday Flyday

Mouse cannot be happier than that. Friday is a medicine to heal everyone. Friday is a yeast to expand our happiness. Friday is a day to fly away from routine.

I can't wait to run away from here forever, a business without trust can never be success. I did say too much and work too much. This is NOT my family actually, I cannot convince myself to put 100% effort working on something without any prizes. Lies, fake truth and prepaid-agreement is already immune in my mind.

Deciding

Finally I can decide the route of "The conquest of Mars". Thank you so much for those people who did provide useful information and who did provide useless information, all these data also are the nutrition of my project.

HKG to Muenchen by plane
Muenchen to Nuernberg by train
Nuernberg to Muenchen by train
Muenchen to Zuerich by plane
Zuerich to Jungfraujoch by train
Jungfraujoch to Zuerich by train
Zuerich to Frankfutt by plane
Frankfutt to Koeln by train
Koeln to Frankfutt by train
Frankfutt to HKG by plane

Mars is still bigger and complicate than I expect, many details still not ready. A completed strategy is necessary to conquer the Mars!

++Just a joke++

lawyer was riding, in his limousine when he saw two men along the roadside eating! grass.

Disturbed, he ordered his driver to stop and he got out to investigate.

He asked one man 'Why are you eating grass?'

'We don't have any money for food,' the poor man replied 'We have to eat grass.'

'Well, then, you can come with me to my house and I'll feed you', the lawyer said.

'But sir, I have a wife and two children with me. They are over there, under that tree'.

'Bring them along,' the lawyer replied.

Turning to the other poor man he stated, 'You come with us also.'

The second man, in a pitiful voice then said, 'But sir, I also have a wife and SIX children with me!'

'Bring them all, as well,' the lawyer answered.

They all entered the car, which was no easy task, even for a car as large as the limousine was.

Once underway, one of the poor fellows turned to the lawyer and said, 'Sir, you are too kind. Thank you for taking all of us with you.'



The lawyer replied, 'Glad to do it. You'll really love my place; the grass is almost 1 metre high!'

Breaking the frame

Lucky my friend still haven't forgotten our project about to cooperate with one internet tutor sourcing company, and seems they have already had some agreement on the cooperating method. What mouse can do is to equip myself to understand about this field as much as possible and wait for their call.

I have no clue at all what is going to happen next, I need to study more about it before I get into. But I can say that this is an unbelievable chance for me to work with them because it is hard to find some dependable friends (or partner) to work with. I can't wait to contribute my full time to build up another thing which is belonged to me permanently.

Hope I can really transform myself from little mouse to human...

9.0. go

Finally, the last 90 days is coming. I can't wait to leave this boring, damaging, corrupting and collapsing company. I am just keep doing my duty as a hidden mouse to let time fly. No more internal hope from myself but I don't mind if there still have some special external surprise will offer me.

As a human being, our golden life period is in around 25 year old to 35 year old. I can say that I be so nice for this company already because I donate my 20% nonrefundable golden life period to them.

Fri day

If everyday is called Friday, I believe mice won't be that excited on Friday and of course we enjoy the holiday behind Friday but not the name call Friday. Just like if every girl got 36D on top bouncing on the street, I believe men won't be interested on those meat balls anymore.

Everything is just supply and demand.

Surveying

Really hard to have some useful information about some city in Germany and Switzerland, most of them are just some delicated articles with beautiful adjectives and attached with professional photographs. I can't convince myself that this is the same earth I am living in.

As a human to step into Mars for the first time, of course we need more preparation to protect ourselves. Aliens may not be friendly over there, it is easy to be trapped by confused sign or Marz language. I don't want to waste my time in Marz, I want to conquer the Marz but not being conquered. Therefore, I need to prepare as much information as possible to fight with aliens.

Basically I have decided my itinerary as the following;

First city: Frankfurtt
Second city: Nuernberg
Third city: Zuerich
Fourth city: Appenzell
Fifth city: Muenchen

I have no fear for those giant aliens with red mustache or green eyeball, but I am just afraid of their paper weapon with dollar sign.

Planning

Everytime I travelled to somewhere always had a well plan from friends or tour guide, it makes me just relax on the trip but the memories may not be too strong.

This time everything is on myself and the destination is quite an alien place to me, Europe. I need to take care all the tiny things even just taking buses or having a shit. People may be totally not understand what I am saying and then get lost in somewhere.

Although I am not in there yet, right now I can already feel funs and nervous at the same time, as if I am playing a RPG (Role Play Game) and reading the walkthrough to kill the boss. I may get lost or I may get bonus somehow, no pain no gain, this is life...

Que sera sera

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

If I am getting old and old
I ask myself, what will I be
Will I be lonely, day after day
Here's what everyone say to me

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's in our dream
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

Kopfschmerzen haben

Weil ich zu winiger geschlafen habe, schlafe ich mehr am gestern Abend. Nach zehn Stunden schlafen, ich fuehle, ich habe Kopfschmerzen...Schade!

German language day

After the whole day Thai listening from yesterday, I can't handle those snakes anymore because I feel I am too much faster than the course schedule. I need more basic stimulation to link those data together instead of just deadly memorize it. I think the good thing to attend a class is we can enjoy the interactive process to package the data not only just a cold data but a humanistic information just the same as our general life. So that our brain can easily absorb them.

But no matter how much time we have, switching topic to do is always a good to create a break for our brain to accept different knowledge. So now, here we go German.

Aber ich denke, dass ich sehr vorsichtig hier sein muss. Zu viele Person ist nach mein Raum abgelaufen, vielleicht sie wissen was mache ich jetzt...

Thai language day

Thank you NTD provides a whole day for me to study Thai language...with pay too.

Cousins

Although there is 28years different, coincidently we both have a same post in different time zone. May be this is so called the smart gene resonance.

NTD co.

Because the factory was totally shut down, I just moved my ass from China to Hongkong.

It is much more convenient for me because I can easily login my blog and facebook without via any additional link. My duty is pretty much the same here, "discussing", "browsing", "reporting" and "analyzing".

Discussing interesting topics with friends via msn.
Browsing on my friends' private things via facebook.
Reporting my routine daliy life via blogger.
Analyzing those snake-liked Thai lanugage via CD.

At this moment, I am quite happy to join this company here. This company so called "NTD co." (Nothing To Do Company).

Movie day

Today I went to watch movie, "District 9" with friend. It looks like a comedy rather than fiction. Those aliens look funny and stupid, but I had no clue why they can build those hi-technology spaceships and weapons. But anyways, it gives me some fun...

The reason why today was called, "Movie day" not becuase I watched this film, all because after this film was done, we went to washroom and sneaked into another house for another movie called, "The Founding of a Republic". It gave me the feeling of the success of greed. But I can't stay long due to the movie is F unreal and F boring...

Waiting in peace

Today is the last day for stock checking, most of the mice has nothing to do but only wait for going back home, either do I.

In this 3 days as if I am staying in a library rather than an office. People just concentrate on their work or personal work, we don't have eye contact or communication at all. I don't mind we don't have communication in a busy day, but I care we still don't have contact in a free day. That's what I hate the culture in here. Actually this is what I can feel too in the first month I came. A company without cohesion can never be success for sure, that is why a pre-successful person don't like to stay for long.

The need for every person in every moment is different, so at this moment I am still happy to stay in a library with pay to learn whatever I want to learn until the time is come.

++Just a joke++

I was in the pub yesterday when I suddenly realized I desperately needed to fart.

The music was really, really loud, so I timed my farts with the beat.

After a couple of songs, I started to feel better. I finished my pint and noticed

that everybody was staring at me. Then I suddenly remembered that I was listening to my iPod.

Continue in peace

Today is another peace day, chatting, browsing, farting in office has no more interest at all, I am trying to read book in the office about Máo Zédōng.

I read about him not because he is to one to establish "People's republic of China" or close to the National Day. I have read about him since 3 months ago due to the boringness in my room. I want to know how insane of this person and how this devil mind develops.

We always talk about balance, devil materials is always the best substance to neutralize peace.

Working in peace

Today is the first today for stocking checking in our factory. Due to the National Day is following, so there is a very long holiday for most of the chinese mice. A lot of mice take annual leave today until finish the National Day at 6th Oct, therefore not much mice in factory now. It feels so quite and peace.

A pacificist like me is always supporting this atmosphere. I was just sitting in my chair in peace, reading web site in peace, learning thai alphabet in peace, chatting msn in peace and farting in peace. Everything are in harmony.

Time flies, it is the time to have dinner in peace.

Happy mouse

Mo is always happy on everything he had interacted with, I can see that from every photo of him.

Here is the chance to show his passion not only me or his family. Here is the chance to let everyone feel his big smile, big happy. Here is the chance to stun everyone in the world. Here is the chance to make money.

Timing

Last night I just watched an episode, the guy talked about everything was about "Timing". He said, "One day when you feel hungry and grab an apple from apple tree, it tastes sour not because the apple itself not good, it about you are too early to grab it."

Very ture. There are too much many subjective decisions about this world indeed. As a project engineer supposes to control as much as possible around him but unfortunately "Timing" is actually controlling him. We can't do anything unless we keep grabing another apple until it tastes good or we just have an apple juice with sugar indeed. Many alternatives we can choose according to our imagination, but please don't just stand up and keep yelling, "Why apple is so sour!"

I feel happy here is not because this company is not F anymore, it just because today is Friday and I can leave it soon. All about "Timing"...

Drinking night

Last night went out for some bbq snacks and met some factory mice in the restaurant. They are very nice and want to sit together for a talk. We talked, we ate, we drank, I did drink more than expected. Around 2 hours later, they were still not trying to leave, I said I want to go back earlier because I am kind of daze. So they paid for the bill and back together with me.

Thank you for free meal, mice.

Kon-Thai is trying to speak thai

A person who keeps his Thai gene for 28 years and right now is trying to release them. Hope he can make use of his congenital talent and environmental support to get back this long-lost treasure.

一事無成

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1.2.3...go

After my accurate planning and forecasting, the best day to leave is 18th Jan, 2010. There is 123 days to go starting from today.

As everyone said, once we aim on the target, we should plan how we approach it and how we gain the max benefit within this period, this is what I am going to plan now.

Whatever it is, it is...

F Typhoon no adventage on me

China mouse still has different with HK mouse, which is no holiday on typhoon situation...

Am I working for life or living for work?

Lost in life...

Blank and pale is the view I can feel at this moment...

Happy to have a ex-colleague-brother

Son is my ex-colleague from FF. He is a very nice guy with high EQ. He could be very easy to get close with some first met people. I think this is also the main reason he still can keep a long relationship with those subjective and stubborn people like me...

I met him since around 4 years ago in FF. At that moment he was a co-op student, as an arrogant colleague, I tried to teach him as much as possible from my limited 2 years working experiences. May be our age is quite close and the attitude is pretty much the same, we have fun to work and stay together to pass through the routine and boring life in FF. He is a good audience, everytime when I shared my experience with him, most of the time he just listened and questioned, rarely point out some subjective opinions to reject me. Therefore my pride was growing up day by day, thinking that my tenets are all correct.

Always tell the truth to your friends is not always the best way to help them, it may stimulate negative feedback if they are not munificent enough to accept your opinion. Knows how to step back and agree with them first is important to have their trust, then try to explain to them from another best moment. This is what I got stunned about these days, I always think that I am the one to teach him how to develop our life but there are a lot I should also learn from him. How to build and keep a relationship he is a really an expert. He can simply talk with any kind of people like a family greeting, but I was just like debating or arguing all the time.

"海納百川, 有容乃大; 壁立千仞, 無欲則剛." I think this is what I lack of and this is what I should learn about. Things have no absolute right or wrong, or I can say I have no the absolute ability to justify the right and wrong at this moment. What I should do right now is to forget all the bad memories from the past and accept any different kind of new ideas as the Ocean which can contain all the water from rivers, so that we can have a wider vision to understand the right. I should also put down all the greed and aiming to my goal to make my spirit as hard as the cliff which can suffer any kind of waves.

He is not that one to teach me how to walk in my life, but he is the one to open the door names "humbleness".

"Hea 做"

Really disappointed in this company...

Customer is kind of stubborn on some ideal case, technical team has no technical at all on their specialist, production team has no leader to lead the progress...what I can do is only followed the flow and show my best to company within the limited office hour. This is so called "Hea 做".

Happy Friday

Working on this week is mentally happy because only work for 4 days, everything goes fast and didn't think too much. The longer I stay here, the more I feel nothing can gain from here except money, that's why I am trying to study some dessert recipes for my long term education and hobby. May be this is another way to earn more money as I do here.

Knowledge in life development point of view is not about how good on particular specialist, it is about how many abilities we can control from different areas and make a crossover or fusion to create another new area.

Here we go

Woke up at 7:30am with sleepy eyes, eating rolled cake and checking my facebook. And then make a phone call for my admin. colleague with slow and coughed voice and cunning eyes and said, "I am sick today..."

Today is my sick leave Monday...

W.O.R.K.

Last week is a really tough week, non-stop working...

I predict that I will sick on some Monday...

Count down 120

No regret and no feeling on the this move, no one cares of me and I don't have to care anyone in here. This is something like finished a business from toilet then walk away from it...

The Warren Buffet way 3

"Success in investing doesn't correlate with IQ once you're above the level of 125. Once you have ordinary intelligence, what you need is the temperament to control the urges that get other people in trouble in investing."

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I don't know my IQ can get above 125 or not, but I think I am really poor in controlling my temperament no matter positive or negative emotional. Sometimes rational action is necessary in chaotic situation, but irrational action doesn't mean that do not have a back up plan.

Are you dating right now?

I just watched a talk show tonight about some Uni students sharing their experience with "Soft hard", a group from two people who are an intelligent singer, an astute DJ and also an interesting emcee.

One of a student is going to graduate this year and asking them how do they plan for their future when they were in the same situation as they do. And Jan said, "Just do what you feel comfortable, then try your best to finish it." But the student feels no happy on the answer and keep asking again, "But I really want to know what were you guys think when start working?"

"Are you dating right now?" Jan suddenly looked at her and asked, "Life is not always logical, there is only to do or not to do, enjoy or not enjoy. Don't think too much kids..."

Yes...ok...

The Warren Buffet way 2

"In evaluating people, you look for three qualities: integrity, intelligence, and energy. If you don't have the first, the other two will kill you."

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I enjoy this book not because it provides a lot economic concepts but also it provides a very true tenet for myself to adjust my life. Integrity is a treasure on this chaotic society. You are lucky if you have already found many, but I believe time and climate are important factors to distinguish whether this is a shit or a diamond.

Wait wait wait

The longer I wait, the more I want to leave...

I can't beset with those mice in here anymore, I better look for more instead of just begging on someone.

等

等　寂寞到夜深　夜已漸荒涼　夜已漸昏暗
莫道你在選擇人　人亦能選擇你　公平原沒半點偏心

苦澀　慢慢向著心裡滲　何必抱怨　曾令醉心是誰人
自願吻別心上人　糊塗換來一生淚印　何故明是痛苦傷心

還含著笑裝開心　今宵的你可憐還可憫
目睹她遠去　她的腳印心中會永印
糊塗是你的一顆心　他朝你將無窮的後悔　這一生你的心裡滿哀困

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Where is my F acoustic call...

How subjective I am?

Last night I had a dinner with Son and Hara, we talked a lot and shared a lot of funny jokes. One thing is still annoying me until now.

One good point they point out is that I am really a subjective person. They are not the first one to say so. I heard many times from different people, but I still not believe that I am that subjective. So here is the story to visualize the level of subjective from their opinion.

Hara is working as a beautician. One day she had a facial treatment for a new client. They didn't talk much and just listened to the radio program. The program is about some teenagers who like to share their love experiences or ask for some advices. When they were listening and the client suddenly said, "Why those people are so silly, why don't they just ask for help from their parent or close friends rather than share it with some stranger? It is unreasonable!". Hara was so surprise and disagreed why she would say like this. People may have problem on releasing their emotion so this is just a way to let them feel better. Why she is so subjective on what other people does. So after this Hara just pretended to agree with her but already didn't like to talk with her anymore...

That's all about the story. It makes me shock because I don't know girls care so much on these tiny things and the funny thing is I think those programs and people are silly too! I probably will say the same when I was in the same situation. I don't really know that make girls so antipathetic.

No doubt that I am a subjective person, and sorry to say that I still admire on my attitude right now. I think the problem here is girls don't like to hear someone to criticise someone, they just want to have a peace world and keep expand this atmosphere. How to release more optimistic energy instead of pessimistic is the right direction to decorate myself for girls' market.

The Warren Buffett way 1

"Invest within your circle of competence", he counsels. "It's not how big the circle is that counts, it's how well you define the parameters."

"Investment success is not a matter of how much you know but how realistically you define what you don't know."

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I still haven't completed the book, but the more I read, the more resonance I can feel. Not only for investment, but this is also exactly the right attitude we should have. Always ask ourselves what do we lack of, but not just complain on somebody else. To admit that we are not doing well always is not an easy thing.

Keep moving

天將降大任於斯人也 必先苦其心志 勞其筋骨 餓其體膚...

Dedication

My life is really dedicated to company last week. Customer came here last week, kept working and ate with him from day to night time. We also worked on saturday aswell.

20% or...

Count down 150

Time flies...

I love this company, but my life is not allowed to stay here for long unless some unexpected offer.

The working atmosphere is not good here, most of the people has no spirit on their jobs, or I should say no passion on their life. They enjoy to work regularly with tiny pay but no refresh their mind to upgrade themselves. Their believe whatever output out of the job list is a lost.

Therefore, here is a heaven to recover my life. All the wars or arguments in here are just kindergarten. It provides a lot of warm up for me to fight in a real world.

I believe a bird really need to fly once the feather is ready, otherwise it never knows how beautiful of the sky.

NONONO

Staying in China is very boring, or my life is boring...

No life
No business
No promotion
No gf
No house

Moon walk by NM

Photo Hunts

Catch me if you can! (00.00 to 00.01)

Good excerise

Happy to have a schoolmate-GM

Eric is my boss's boss, the GM of this company. I love to talk with him because every conversation I can also learn something from him. But due to the company reconstruction and merge with other branch, I didn't talk with him for a long time neither from work nor break time. Last night we finally had a talk because he wanted to say thank you to me for my hard working from last Saturday. Of course mouse has no reason to reject because of his vainglory and greed.

During our conversation, we had ever shared our overseas experience from young, because we both studied in Canada Toronto. But! What I just knew is that he studied in the same college as me, which calls Bronte College! What's a coincidence! He was about the first generation student in Bronte, around 3 years earlier than me. But the circumstance is much more different. He and his friends are smart, ambitious, energetic and rich in Bronte, therefore his experience is much more and wider. No doubt that attitude of a person is not because of circumstance, but circumstance can stimulate a person to grow. This is another evidence to prove that, "If you did what you always does, you will get what you always get".

If my calculation is not that bad, it can prove that he is not older than me more than 3 years. But what his experience is so different with me. He did work in some giant companies for some important position, traveled overseas to establish new business. Life for him is always challenging and changing, but he still can overcome and absorb it. I can't imagine if that was me, how can I suffer in this big ocean. Obviously, what I can see is that a correct attitude is built by a strong foundation of spirit which I was totally lack of in my young childhood.

He is also an open-mind person. He did share some company strategy and evaluated some colleague's characteristic with us. He is not afraid to tell us some sensitive topics because he already knew that what we will think after we know. This is a good move to tell something "secret" to your friends or colleagues or followings if you can handle the "secret" already.

We had a very nice talk last night for around 3 hours. I hope this is not the last time we talk, because it inspires mouse a lot and also this is good for mouse’s career relationship.

Be big, be healthy

If you have a dream, try to set it as big as possible. I believe no one can be perfect, that's mean no one can 100% make their dream come true. What we can do is, dream whatever we like and try our best to make it happened. Even though we can only complete 70%, once we look back, it is already more than we expected.

Be big, be healthy, I will go jogging again at 6am tomorrow morning.

Dream journey

"Coldest Weather in Decades - Antartica"

Amazing striped icebergs.

Icebergs in the Antarctic area sometimes have stripes, formed by layers of snow that react to different conditions.

Blue stripes are often created when a crevice in the ice sheet fills up with meltwater and freezes so quickly that no bubbles form.

When an iceberg falls into the sea, a layer of salty seawater can freeze to the underside. If this is rich in algae, it can form a green stripe.

Brown, black and yellow lines are caused by sediment, picked up when the ice sheet grinds downhill towards the sea.

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One day I cleaned up my hotmail I read these articles and photos again, I really don't want to delete this mail because this is sooo beautiful and amazing. I swear I would like to visit this heaven one day in my life. Please, I beg to our wealthy people please stop damaging our world and let me see this place one day. Thanks.

Friday Friday~

Work is waiting for off work, every week is waiting for Friday. And today is waiting for 5:00pm!

Happy to have a R&D-manager-enemy

Allen is R&D manager who works here around 1.5 years, almost the same time as mine. He is a pretty short guy around 1.56m height, short leg, big head, big belly, always eats a lot of things during meal time. By the way, I would like to clarify that I don't have any intention to insult his appearance; I just want to describe it in detail so that I can remember one of my best opponent here.

He is an arrogant, stubborn, chicken-heart, lazy, lack of multi-task skill and management skill person. Everyone can see all these elements during meeting. At the beginning of some meeting or conversation, arrogant will show up in his face only in a very short period, but due to his lack of multi-task and management skill, all of the evidences from his speech were too weak which were always objected by other person. But stubborn will lead him to show an angry face pretending that he was right. Unfortunately, this method is only worked if you are a babe or pretty girl but not an little ugly short guy. Nobody was being tricked and kept objecting him. Once he knew the trick didn't work, chicken-heart and lazy will show up without other solution or just pretended to agree with people.

He is also a low EQ person; E-mail is a media for us to communicate, but also this is a media for boss to monitor and evaluate their staffs. One time I sent a polite humble with a little invasive E-mail for him to feedback the progress, don't know why he just totally piss off and complain of me why asking so detail and why is only him. To be a highly educated person of course I won't fight with him via E-mail, but I did spread my innocent attitude to my supervisor and colleague to have their vote. This is a no ended argument but I believe most of the people would be on my side and he will not stay too long.

Thank you very much Allen otherwise I don't have a clown to play with.

Happy to have a supervisor-friend

Lewis is my supervisor in this company, but he is also one of my best friend in here. We can share any ideas any topics we like without any boundary. He will concentrate on what I want to explain and feedback about his opinion. He will also share his experience may be that is kind of secret.

One of the reason we are so close because he is not that smart. We are developing our brain in the same direction same level coincidently, so that we can share a lot of ideas which are kind of the same. I mean idea not experience. I can see that he is not a cunning supervisor who like to build up relationship by using trick.

No matter what is the idea from behide. I am happy to keep this relationship even though I am going to leave...

庖丁解牛

Many times I feel myself always choose the middle path or so call safe path for my life. If something is really bad of course I will never touch it, but something is really good I am also afraid to contact it. I am afraid to take risk, I am afraid to lose...

12th anniversary Hong Kong handover

Today is the 12th anniversary Hong Kong handover to China. Many many changes from Hong Kong and also Hong Kong mouse.

12 years ago I was just 16 years old in form 4 secondary school. No goal, no dream, played computer games and watched comics everyday, stayed in my narrow world whole day, tried to concentrate on study but never going to happen, played with schoolmate but learning nothing, believed everyone is working for me but not I work for everyone, believed everyone should come over to adulate me but not I adulate everyone.

Stupid me still haven't grown up at that time, wasting so many time in my life. Of course I can't say that I did grow up a lot now, but I can only say that I didn't waste every single time in my life. I do gain something from certain area from every second. Right now, 10am in China office, all Hong Kong mice were gone except me, nothing to do at all, but I gain money. :P:P

D_d in hospital

Since around 15 days ago, d_d stayed in hospital because all the skin suddenly turns red, legs and feet are also swelled. One of the reason may be due to Psoriasis which he had for a long time. All the virus and anti-virus from Immune system are fighting each other, destructing the equality.

I have visited him once a week, he is getting much better now. Didn't talk much, still keep complaining about his life and doing nothing to help his body. So everytime around 30mins, Mom and I will said goodbye to him.

His attitude and appearance has nothing really shocked me, but all the patients in the same room did. They are all aged man more than 70 years old, most of them have already lost their emotion. Someone open his mouth may be for breathing because his nose connecting a tube for some reason. Someone looks so skinny curling up on the bed as if he is sleeping. Someone keep talking with himself or other people looks like no one visit him for a long time. When I was standing there and looked around the room, the first thing came to my mind was "Somethings afraid or shy to do really have to do it fast, time will never tell you what will going to happen in the next second".

By the way, he may leave hospital today, God try to bless him then...

Happy Thursday

Every Thursday there is a Department head meeting, all the mice will slow down their work and enjoy their own time. Hong Kong mouse did the same. hahahahaha, heheheheh, hohohoho...

Count down 180

I worked in this company about 1 year and 4months. I have never thought that I can work for so long in here. But for many reasons, I really did it.

Be honest, I got more than I expected, may be because this company is not a giant, I have more chances to involve into different situations. I remember more than one time I need to fly over another province to work with supplier for couple days. I remember more than one time I worked OT with our GM and went out for food afterward. I remember more than one time I got frustrated after I argued with our R&D. I really learn a lot about how to run a factory.

Especially a Hong Kong people work in a factory, you will always feel that you are different with others. Everything is controlled by you, everything is just depended on how you handle it. Some people may think this would be a heaven, but on the other hand, the invisible pressure is around you. Everyone is looking at you, if anything is wrong, you may not have second chance.

No matter how good it is, it is just a single step from ladder. One day, we still have to move our leg and step into next stage.

F China block my blog

I don't understand why stupid China always did stupid little tricks on her citizen. Yahoo.hk, Youtube, my blog... all have been blocked one by one.

There is a speaking, "We can lie everyone in a certain period, we can lie someone forever, but we can't lie everyone forever."

But little mouse spirit has never died, we can always find a way to survive.

Right now is 2:31pm, in China shenzhen, using my company to browse any web site I know, including my blog.

Very busy and enriched weekend

Keep working and learning for my life, a lot of new chances and inspiration stimulate my F brain.

no way back, time to go, to go.

My lovely mouse

Hope this F swine flu will be gone very soon, so that my lovely mouse can keep practising his swimming skill.