Actually I have to say thank you to her because she is really a good audience. Not many people can stand for my murmur every single day. I admit that this is not a good practice when we start to build the relationship, it made the atmosphere so dead all the time. I understand that I am not a romantic person, I don't know any popular music, I don't know any news, and I don't know where we were when we were on the street. But no matter so stupid I am, she is still telling me in patient one by one, it makes me really warm and safe, this is what I am always looking for.I understand that I am a picky person, or I should say I have expectation for my life. No matter how many times I challenge her decision, she is always on my side and adapt on my picky decision. I really want to make things perfect, I always don't think I am as general as other people, I always believe that I am different with other people. When I was around 10 year old, I already had an idea like “True man show”. People is not living around the world, people only live around where I stay. They are here just because they have to take response on my action, when I am not here people is probably just working on another things. Of course this is not true, this is just my childhood dream. But no matter what I did, I always want to be the best. Even though I failed on this time and can't be the best, I still think that this is just a challenge from God to make me work harder for the next time. This is the reason why I am so picky I really hope that one day she will understand.
Today is the last day of 2010, if God is really there, I really want to say thank you to her because God let me meet Lau-Kit-Yan, Cathy in this cruel world. I am a person who is not easy to make friend with girl, that's mean I don't really have chance to speak with girl. I am a protective person, when I look into a person I always start from the dark side. Therefore, I am not easy to trust a person. But once I meet her, I feel really safe to share everything to her. There is nothing to hide, everything we can say to each other (but how much she can really understand is another thing :-#). I really enjoy the time with her, I hope that we can have a more brilliant future in 2011.
2 comments:
Auntie is happy at this moment to see my nephew grow up to be a good and positive man.
I really wish to see him have an understanding and caring couple life.
Whatever will come in the future, please bare in mind that life is beautiful, love has brightened your heart and soul, and obstacle is just another test of life.
Go Get A Better in 2011.
with pay to mukda.
hope u 2 be gd
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